Stacie

Straight up
2002-01-31 00:11:42 (UTC)

lonliness at the door

well, yeah, i'm left alone once again.
with an assload of thoughts running through my head.
The night is so long, when you can't sleep in your bed.
Millions of thoughts running through my head.
i feel like the one thing i was sure about in my life is
kinda slipping away. its bothersome. we slip farther and
farther away from eachother. Next thing you know, there
won't even be an exsistance of the word"us". I wish i could
see something that would give me that impression, but i
don't. i can't even talk to you about it anymore. so i have
to let it build up inside. i just wish- you were there- or
here, and then maybe you could stop being such a guy! and
hold me like you usually do..... i get teary eyed thinking
about how i don't have that right now, and knowing it might
be awhile before i'm in your arms once again.

...9 months in about a week

..don't let it fall apart now

.. remember what you said?

what you told me?





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