SethW

The Final Moment

I finally got to talk to Julie about three weeks ago. She
came back to visit her family at Christmas. We worked
everything out, and we decided that it was best to no
longer fool ourselves into thinking that we were still
together. I don't know why, but I have felt so much better
since then. It's really over, but I feel better. Maybe
it's because I can start trying to get over her, rather
than continue missing her. I still love her, and I know
that I always will, but I think that it's a good thing.
For both of us.

I've finally caved in to Kate, and I'm letting her set me
up with one of her "gorgeous" friends. I gave in. Her
name is Laurie, she's seventeen and I've never met her
before. Apparently she's seen my picture, and she knows who
I am, but I have no clue who she is or what she looks
like. We're going to go to dinner and then to the movies
tonight because there is no school tomorrow as semester two
hasn't started yet.

I just wanted to say that in seven days it is the second
anniversary of my best friend Matt Rutherford's death. He
died in a car accident while going to church with his
parents. His parent's survived, but he was in the backseat
and they got rear-ended by a Mac Truck. We're going to
hold a little memorial thing at my house on Wednesday night
at 8, so if you want to come, just call me.

Well, I'd better go find something productive to do. I'll
see ya later. -- Seth