angryanymore

angryanymore
2002-01-30 04:32:49 (UTC)

the inner workings of the human psyche

every once in a while... i look around other people's
diaries on here... call me nosey... but i find some of them
intriguing... i stumbled upon one quite recently that
caught my attention, i won't give you the name though...
because i'm sure a little be of privacy is due to this dear
person... ... ok... so anyway.. this guy named issac...
he's been writing love type letters to this girl that he
may or may not be totally infatuated with... it's in the
form of a diary though... and some of his words... catch
the breath in me... ... it's lovely... like honey... yes!
that's what it's like... warm honey... ... he is definitely
a poet... but he lacks grasping and taking a hold of his
emotions... i wonder if he really loves this girl... ...
moreover, i wonder if she even cares about him... he has
the potential of becoming great... if he starts to observe
reality... i have faith in him... ... anyhow... i've been
talking to him recently... and perhaps a type of friendship
will develope between us... i can't wait to find out...
p.s. he listens to punk... :)


i talked to chip tonite... like i do everynite... and it
was "open dorm nite" so ronnie's girlfriend and "tink"/
hillary were over... *sigh* they seem nice enough... ---
but tink has a crush on chip... and i suppose that's part
of life... crushes happen... but i'm jealous because they
get to spend more time with chip than i do... ... it'd not
fair... ... --- question: will it bother me tomorrow as
much as it does now... ... i doubt it... ... i mean... this
time apart from chip... i need it. sometimes i crave it. i
mean... "neeley time" is vital... ... i wish i knew him
better, though... ... i wish i could peel back a few of his
layers... ... does he have any layers? ... i'm used to
layers... where are his? i have ten thousand... ... is this
really all there is to him? ... the nice guy????? no faults
mr. man? ... *sigh* ... ... i'm not used to that. ... and i
don't know if that's good or bad. ... gray?

i miss jackie, terribly. i miss travis, terribly.

___________________ out for the nite...

neeley




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