angryanymore

angryanymore
2002-01-29 23:03:05 (UTC)

reclusiveness

evidently, things have turned for the worst in emma's
case... as you know ... she lost her mom over christmas
break... well... i was just informed by her... that wyatt
cheated on her while over break also... with lauren f'in
robison... *shakes her head*... i asked her if she was
sure... she said she was... i ... i don't know what to say
to her... it's tragic, man... i feel like if i was a better
person i could think of something.. but i can't... i'm
blank... it just doesn't seem like wyatt. but i'm finding
out more so everyday that you don't ever really know people.

music of choice tonite is radiohead... amnesiac, just in
case you're interested.

jordan is getting on my last fucking nerve. that little
jerk has been going through my things, leaving dirty close
in my bathroom floor, watching porn loud enough to make me
sick while mom and dad are gone, allowing his room to look
and smell like absolute filth... (you figure it out), oh
yeah... he owes me like 12 bucks... and i'll never see it
again... and on top of that... he keeps bugging me about
using my paint... my good paint... the paint that's hard to
come by... and he will not leave me alone! ... i don't want
him using any of my stuff. i'm going insane. and i loathe
his existance.

things with chip are ... just going. it's one of those
comfortable things ... that exist in one of those soft warm
bounty galaxies. ... sometimes things get really heated...
and when i'm standing outside of those moments.. the heated
ones, i mean.. ... i feel like a specator... and my
feelings are inside and out of the bubble... ya know? ...
probably not... but it's like i'm watching and feeling at
the same time... and it kinda contrasts... and i don't know
how that makes me feel...

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there's paint all over me... need to take a shower.

out.

neeley




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