OhBaby It Is Me

MY SO-CALLED LIFE
2002-01-28 22:18:44 (UTC)

As if my already horrable day wasn't enough!

Today was horrorible! I got so bad on my Physic Midterm that I
studyed my ass off for. I'm scared of the water so I cryed when I
had to swim. Then had lunch and I asked Kyle if I could sit with him
and he said no because no one at his table liked me. Then this
happened, well at least Jon held me today!!!

RobertLover411: Hi
smARks197Lb: why the hell did you get so pissed last night
RobertLover411: I didn't
smARks197Lb: yeah, thats why you signed off, or blocked me,
so quick that i couldnt resond, i dont like that shit, it
pisses me off
RobertLover411: I signed off b/c my mom came down stairs
and I was suppose to be in bed
smARks197Lb: hmm, coulda said gg
RobertLover411: It have nothing to do with you
smARks197Lb: real quick or somthin
RobertLover411: I was suppose to be in bed at 9
smARks197Lb: wha??
smARks197Lb: nine!!!
smARks197Lb: thats crazy
RobertLover411: So do you understand now?
smARks197Lb: yeah
smARks197Lb: thanks for spainin
smARks197Lb: ah, splainin
RobertLover411: I don't want you to be mad at me
RobertLover411: I love ya
smARks197Lb: what?
RobertLover411: nothing
smARks197Lb: no no, tell me you dont mean that
RobertLover411: Fine
smARks197Lb: oh god, i dont want this to happen
RobertLover411: Fine
smARks197Lb: you dont understand, i love elissa, no one else
RobertLover411: Fine, I just won't talk to you anymore, I
didn't mean it that way anyways
smARks197Lb: to tell you the truth, i would never REALLY do
anything with anyone in real life, she is my life
smARks197Lb: i dont want that, and you know it
RobertLover411: Don't talk to me
smARks197Lb: ok
smARks197Lb: bye
smARks197Lb: i dont want anything to do with you ever
again, you are a psyco
RobertLover411: Fuck you
smARks197Lb: no
smARks197Lb: in your dreams
RobertLover411: I cannot believe you of all people would
ever say that to me
RobertLover411: It just proves the fact that your an ass
smARks197Lb: wtf do you expect, you treat me like shit!
RobertLover411: I wish that girl you like would figure that
out
RobertLover411: I treat you better then I treat anyone else
smARks197Lb: im not like that to my real friends
RobertLover411: I looked forward to talking to you and
everything
smARks197Lb: my real friends dont say \\\"dont talk to
me\\\"
RobertLover411: and then you go off and say the one thing
that would push me over the edge
RobertLover411: I was having the worst day too, I was
looking forward to talking to you to make me feel better
RobertLover411: But you made it worse
RobertLover411: I can't believe you said that
smARks197Lb: no no, you told me you loved me, i dont like
hearing that\\\\
smARks197Lb: im sorry, i was mad, i am truly sorry
smARks197Lb: i honestly dont think you are that bad
RobertLover411: I only ment it in the sence that if you
died, I'd cry
smARks197Lb: but please dont tell me you love me, dont love
me, dont hope to love me
smARks197Lb: ok, i get it now
RobertLover411: But I don't think that's the case any more
smARks197Lb: no no, you scared the shit outa me, and not
too many things scare me, thats all
RobertLover411: Well you made me cry
smARks197Lb: :-(
smARks197Lb: im sorry
smARks197Lb: i dont mean it and you know it
smARks197Lb: anyway, if you want me to leave you alone, i
will....
smARks197Lb: bye
smARks197Lb: im at my sis's house, if you want to talk to
me lata, you are more than welcome, but i have to go now
smARks197Lb signed off at 5:21:06 PM.

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It's a bad day.
It's a train ride.
It's a bad day.
You're my medicine

It's a snow day.
It's a full moon.
It's a snow day.

When'd you get down to my bones?
Where'll I find that wishing stone?
The beads, the records,
all the calls, and the drinks alone.

First by mind, then by music
you'll make this all less confusing.
It's a slow dive down,
a fast distraction,
a strange fall forward-
my lame reaction.
It's a sinking feeling,
pulls me through the seat of chairs.
When will you come rescue me,
find solace, and then take me there?

You'll say, \"You re not too tired for this life,
and it's not gonna matter if you fall down twice.
You're not too tired for this life,
and it's not gonna matter if you fall down twice.\"

When'd you get down to my bones?

It's a bad day.
It's a long ride.
It s a bad day.
You're my medicine

Where'll I find that wishing stone?
The beads, the records,
all the calls, and the drinks alone.

It's a bad day.
2 miles to go.
It's a bad day.
You're my medicine

You'll say, \"You're not too tired for this life,
and it's not gonna matter if you fall down twice.
You're not too tired for this life,
and it's not gonna matter if you fall down twice.\"

You're my medicine.
You're my medicine.
You're my medicine.
You're my medicine.
It's a long ride

(SNOW DAY LISA LOEB)