sam

why?
2002-01-28 21:03:46 (UTC)

my so called life...

january 28, 2002
music-oasis

yeah so i just realized that right now in my life there are
2 people who care about me like really care...matt and
carlie...and like i love both of them to death i really do
but i need more...i need my parents to tell me that they
are proud of me once in a while and i need then to tell me
that everything will be ok and i need them to tell me that
they love me...sorry but sometimes a kid just needs that.
but wait oh wait i'm not really a kid...for once i just
want to have fun and not care about anyone else...seriously
thats all i do i care about other people and i never do
anything for me and i cant stand it...i hate this so
much...the ryan tells me that i'm great and that he likes
me and that he thinks its amazing that we both trust each
other so readily but yet he doesnt want a girlfriend...and
i'm like thats fine i understand and i dont want a
boyfriend i just want someone to care about me in a non
lets be best friends kinda way....




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