2000-11-30 06:46:20 (UTC)

I hate feeling like this and..

I hate feeling like
this and hate how he always has to fucking go when I need
him the most....fuck this. I don't like feeling like
nothing and I don't know what to do about it anymore. It is
all bullshit and I am sick of it. Life is a fucking joke.
So Damon is being Mr. Drama-king...hahahaha...I don't know
what the hell is going on with him either. I wish that I
could just be granted Chris whenever I need him and when he
needs me! Fuck this shit....I can't do this much longer, I
really can't...I am ready to break and I can feeling it
coming again. They can all have their fucking fun again!