Jake

I'm On Drugs

I have this feeling inside me. That feeling when you want
something SO BAD that you are going insane and having
withdrawals.

Addictive.
A drug.
Nicotine.

It's this feeling in you that you HAVE TO HAVE IT NOW.

I constantly have this feeling inside me. This "want" that
will never go away.

I was on the drug called,

"MAD TRULY INSANE LOVE."

It's such a good drug. I want it back dammit.

If I could just hold her and feel that dreadfull
hopeless "want" go away it would make me SOOOOO
HAPPPPYYYYYY!!!!!!!!

Without the drug this "want" feeling will never go away.

I guess it is here to stay for a long, LONG time so I am
told....

:/