Jake

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2002-01-28 09:13:35 (UTC)

I remember.... Only In Dreams, Happy Toast......

Only in Dreams....

It's playing right now and I'm crying. I have this
undiscribable feeling of pain and emptiness in my chest and
gut. I remember going to the 'Happy Toast' it was at night
on the highway. We were going like 80mph and this song was
playing. We were SO HAPPY singing with this song. I
remember I looked at you and you were facing the highway
and you screamed, "In Between Molecules of oxygen and
carbon dioxide!!! only in dreams!!"

I MISS YOU!!!!
I hate this feeling...
I think ill go cry myself to sleep.
its 7:13am i need sleep anyway.

Where are you right now?
what are you doing RIGHT now as i type this?
why am i constantly in pain.
why why why
la la la
poop poop poop
life
sucks
without
you
because
i
make
it
that
way

life doesnt have to suck
but it does cuz i choose to think about how good it used to
be
with you
all the time
i cant help it
i love you
and fuck it hurts to remember
not because it was sad
but because it was so good
before you i thought life was good and i didnt miss anything
but now having been with the love of my life i know how
good life can be
i was living my dream happiness
now its a memory
never to be forgotton
love
with you
is so sweet

the feeling of the kiss
i hold in my heart
to love
looooooooooooooove.

i want to have sex!
i want to make sweet love!
dammit.
2 months now.
shit.
lol
COME BACK!

having sex.
making love.
they are two different things to me.
but they are both amazing.

poop.

night allison. sweet dreams.
i wish you were here so i could hold you as i fall asleep

Only in dreams....


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