Gary

black eyed angels swam with me
2002-01-28 08:09:41 (UTC)

heh. i'm actually listening to classical music.

well. not entirely classic. classic instruments, but new
music. i'm listening to the musical score from waking
life. let me tell you, its awesome. not like all that
flowery bach or all that other crap they show you in fifth
grade. but now i think i've got over it.

Oh well, just about the only thing i got done today was my
laundry. that, and my rooms pretty clean. but nothing
else. i swear. i think i'll put this waking life stuff on
my mp3 player and listen to it all night. see if it makes
me smarter.

i'm getting bitter is whats happening to me. i don't know
why, but i'm just getting bitter. i was over at jakes last
night, and i came away from the whole thing with a sour
taste. Its richard, i tell you. i was over there a little
before richard, and we were bullshitting just fine. Hell,
we were having fun playing rummy, which never happens when
richard is around.

I need to stop watching war movies, especially WWII war
movies. we watched jakob the liar earlier today. bleh.
all this war movie crap is whats making me bitter.

all i need is some sun. that would make me feel better.
but no. its idaho. and it just snowed four inches. not
all that much, and it all melted off the roads. too bad we
didn't get that two feet that they were predicting. that
would have been fun...

oh well. gotta get a job tomorrow at corporate hell. this
is depressing. not one of the places that i've applied at
has even called me back. not even the snow plow job, which
sounded like they were pretty desperate for help. damn
recesssion. damn my upbringing in the jaded 90's.




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