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In that Letter (Part 1)

Ive been feeling different
Like I wanted to give up on us
It's like everytime I called
All you ever did was fuss

One day I started writing
I didn't know where it would lead
I said we were ending
And this heartache I didn't need

I had some thoughts
that almost changed my mind
Wondered how I'd feel
If only youd stay mine

Then there was that moment
When my decision had to be made
I didn't listen to what my heart was saying
It was my mind I obeyed

For I placed the letter in your hand
And calmly walked away
I never knew I could feel such pain
As I did after that day

My heart stopped beating
In those words that I wrote
When I tried to say I was wrong
It hung in my throat

I thought I could just have you back
I thought you wanted me
Never knew how It would feel
To let you go free

When you unfolded that letter
Did you sense my heart
It was folded up inside
TORN ALL APART