isolatedmadness

five

i just got some blood in me today, since the second surgery
left me with shit!! i feel like shit. lately, its been
purdy quiet between me n my gf. i hate that. im use to her
being quiet sometimes..its just been too quiet. she barely
even says i love you now..freaks me out. couple times she
said "nite" wiff out sayin i love u til i said it..she
usually aint like that. im prolly being a dork n lookin
into things too much..i dunno. i got another big ass lump..size of a
tennis ball on my thigh. prolly cancer this time. good maybe my ass
will die. blah im feeling too shitty to write. ill write more later.