I miss you
So I just got off the phone with Ken. How wonderful it was.
It sucks having a guy you want really really badly not
anywhere near you. And when he is it's only for about a
week. I had almost forgotten what his voice sounded like.
He called and we talked about how things were and how he's
gonna be doing warped tour this year and man he's ultra
excited about that. As well he should be. I need to stop
pretending that he has the same feelings for me that he did
when we were together. I think he knows i still am in love
with him. I don't really know what to think when it comes
to him. I find myself listening to the CD he gave me quite
a lot now. It's crazy that other people like it too! man im
sooo fuckin confused right now. i don't know whether to be
smile or cry. I think i'm going to go lay down for a bit.
catch ya later!