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2002-01-26 20:29:20 (UTC)

Far From the Limits!

So last night was another crazy night for me! Around
11:00 I went over to Catherine's party. She is this girl
from GMC who I barely know but hell she didn't care that
we were there so fuck it! Anyway it was Lauren and I that
showed up together. We met up with a bunch of people
though. And after a coupld of hours.....like around 1:30
we left the party and went to Nick's house. So yeah, that
is where Lauren and I were going to stay.....and as I
later found out William, Jay, Aaron, Rick, David, and
someother guys were staying there too! So, everything
began normally when we got there. I was a little pissed
at William because I had gotten so used by him and now he
was just fucking ignoring me. Well, I was not about to
hang around him and his shit so I went upstairs with
Lauren, Nick and Jay. So Lauren and Nick began fucking on
the floor while Jay and I lay in Nick's bed. At one point
my shirt was off and so were his pants. And, I don't know
why but he wanted me to suck his dick so I
did......god...such a hoe! But anyway, I swallowed and I
probably shouldn't have done that because I am so paranoid
about contracting something. Well after he came I was
like yeah at least you got something out of that and he
was like well if I had a condom......I mean what the
fuck! He could not possibly want to fuck me! That is
just bizaar! Well then we heard a noise and Nick thought
it was his parents so he got us all to go
downstairs......that is when David dame into the story.
He had come over a bit later and when he saw me he gave me
a hug and all that and then he and I and Nick went
upstairs.....I don't really know why but anyway Nick left
David and I on his bed and we just lay there for a while
and he just held me and shit....it was kinda nice. Then,
as I should have figured, he began talking about my 15th
birthday and how I took my shirt off....well I figured
that I wouldn't mind getting all sexual with him...so I
asked him if he thought they were pretty......and then I
showed him just so that he would remember....lol....he
kept telling me that my boobs were so much nicer than
Lauren's. That's crazy, but whatever. Well then Nick
came in and both he and David were kissing my
brests....what in the hell??? Needless to say that we
were all drunk....but still. So anyway, we went back
downstairs and David and I curled up on a recliner and he
just held me more. Then we began to kiss.....but this
time it was really nice. During the whole time it was
just do nice cause he would just tickle my back and my
arms and my legs.....it was really nice. Well we did have
to be really quiet about it since there were like four
other people in the room. At one point he was fingering
me and he could work on that a little but at least he
isn't and ass....like someone I know. Then we went to
sleep. Well Jay woke us up around 4:30 and we got up and
Jay came over to the recliner and David went on the pull
out bed with everyone else....well he ended up going to
sleep but Jay and I stayed up and played Nintendo. A
little later he told me that Clark (he was ther too) had
given him a condom. Then he gave it to me. I sat it on
the counter and he was like yeah I guess there is no point
in that now. I agreed because I didn't want to have sex
with him. Also he goes out with Becca.....so no one can
find out about this otherwise I will be in so much shit!
Another thing that I forgot to mention was that Aaron was
trying to get with me the whole night. What in the hell?
He goes out with Anna. I think I am starting to piece
together some things about life. The certain guys that I
am attracted to will never like me. They will always be
looking for those other girls, the ones not like me. The
thin ones who play softball. The ones who are supposedly
innocent or something. I am so sad. I wish I was one of
those girls and I need to stop all of this shit with
guys!!!!!!!! Anyway back to what I was saying guys can
have strong feelings for girls but hell they are still
guys and if the opportunity arises then they will gladly
act upon it. But, it doesn't mean that they feel less
about that girl that they go out with. They just wanted
an orgams or some shit like that. So I will be that slut,
the whore, I will always be on the outside of that
circle. Hmmm....I am talking to Holly right now. If only
she knew half of the story!




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