fueledangel

fading...
2002-01-26 20:02:05 (UTC)

Michael...

No, not the old 'Mike' as I used to bitterly call him...
No, this is Michael... as I shall call him to avoid
confusion. He is amazing.. what more can be said to that.
i mean, it sums up everything I feel about the kid in so
many ways. It's like saying he can do anything and
everything that makes me feel whole and good. And what
more could I ask for? I've been screwed over so many times
i thought I was really actually callous. I thought I
wouldn't be able to recognize hurt again even if it
slapped me in the face... and then enter Michael. I think
about the things other boys have done to me and how bad it
hurt when those other boys did it to me and it's not even
comparable to what it felt like knowing I couldn't be with
Mike for the rest of our amazing nite last nite. if I were
20, and if I had an apartment... I would have had him
sleep next to me.. I'm not talking on top of sleeping with
me... I'm talking curled up in one another sleeping
because he's just that great...

so... say a word or two
Love,
Haley




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