A Girl's life
2001-04-20 17:59:57 (UTC)

on a day like this

On a day like today,I don't know why I always manage to
bring myslef down. I try to be the "ms.happy girl", and
most of the time I am, but sometimes,I get so
pissed,especially when people are ignorant an stupid. I
alwasy go against things I tell other people to do. I tell
them to be happy with themselves,and I tell them they're
beautiful, but I can't even keep my head up sometimes. I
hinestly have issues. From the age of 4 all the way to my
current age of 16. I am soo insecure.I just wish I had
money, and I wish I could change some of the things that
have happened in my life. I wonder what it would be like to
not have had the fucked up childhood I had. Maybe if I had
had a father(a real one) and damn just so much shit. I'll
talk about it naother time,cause PASSIONS started,and i