Release

Out of Reach
2002-01-26 18:07:12 (UTC)

Last night my girlfriend and I..

Last night my girlfriend and I got into a fight about a
couple of things. I didnt want to argue with her I was sad
that we didnt get to go out last night because things didnt
work out. She wanted me to start smoking only 3 cigarettes
a day or no sex for 2 weeks. Ouch, I thought that was
harsh... O well, I can do that, Ive done it before.
All I wanted was someone to say "If you want to, I can
save you, I can take you away from here, so lonely inside,
so busy outside, all you wanted was somebody who cared..."
I had a really weird dream last night, it had to do
with a couple of people though I cant really remember the
situation. Today after six Im suppose to go have coffee
with one of the girls I used to mess around with and have a
chat about if she has been tested and how many other people
she has slept with so it gives me an idea about myself. I
really love Beth, I hope she knows that, I hate it when we
fight because sometimes she says things that really hurt my
feelings and Im sure I do the same thing. I cried forever
after we hung up until I fell asleep.




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