jane_doe

a little piece of me
2002-01-26 15:38:01 (UTC)

my best friend

ok, i have this problem (wow, me? have a problem?? no
fuckin way...:) ). my best friend, heather, is really
sick. that's part of the problem. the other part is that
she lives so far away, i can't be there to give her a hug
when she needs it, or to come over and hang out cause she
can't sleep, or to just sit around and talk. i feel so
bad. i really wish there was something more i could do
than to tell her that i'm here for her, or to call her up
and talk to her for a little while. i know she's really
scared and stressed out right now, and i don't want her to
have to go through that alone. i just wish we lived closer
so i could do more for her.

heather is really the best friend i've ever had. i can
tell her anything. she listens to me bitch about brett
even though i tell her every time that i won't bring up his
name again lol. she kept me from killing myself. i don't
know if she knew that part or not. whenever i was really
down, she'd always come talk to me, even if she was
sleeping (still feel bad about that!) or in a lot of pain.
she still does that. i needed patience the other day, so
she sent me some :). she always cracks me up with that
awesome laugh of hers. even if she doesn't make my
problems go away, she makes me forget about them for a
little while, which helps out tremendously. she didn't
chew me out for cutting again. she totally supported me
when i decided to go see the doctor. she sent me some
books to read and spent a fortune on shipping and handling
(i really will start reading soon lol). i could never ask
for a better friend. i just hope that i can do the same
things for her. heather, i just want you to know that you
mean a lot to me, and if there's anything i can ever do for
you, just let me know. i still owe you a huge one for
stealing your boyfriend :). talk to you soon. bye
everyone.

jane_doe