Gary

black eyed angels swam with me
2002-01-26 09:11:01 (UTC)

i watched castaway tonight.

good movie. even though it was on HBO. They did a good
job making that movie. Made you feel like you'd actually
been seperated from society for years. i got to
thinking. maybe thoreau was right. maybe the key to
enjoying life was to reduce it to its smallest means, and
suck the marrow out of it.

when he was waiting in the terminal building for his wife,
i could smell the carpet and chairs. i could sense the
awkwardness of reentering society. good filmaking.

i think someday i'll live out in the wilderness for an
extended period of time. not in idaho though. it gets
too damn cold.

i can't find any music to make me happy again. i got that
feeling in my stomach. i just want to lay down... go to
sleep... dream...

i want to have a lucid dream so very badly, but as of yet,
i've always either woken up when i realized it was a dream,
or was just caught up in the dream, didn't realize it was a
dream. oh well, maybe tonight.

yeah. maybe tonight.




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