Someone

My problems.
2002-01-26 05:13:48 (UTC)

Just Depressed.

Why do I try to make everyone happy?
When it's my happiness I should be concerend with.
I guess it's because I care about
The people in my life more then I care about myself.
Is that a good thing or a bad thing.
You Decide.

Why do I fall for the girls
That have no interest in me?
I think we have this great bond
And that we connect so well,
But it's never the same on
The opposite side?

What do i do?
What to do?
One things for sure
I must make my happiness last
Because I honestly don't know
When I will truly be happy.

When was I happy?
Honestly I don't know.
Happiness is something
That comes and goes.
But when it comes you better take it
Because you'll never know when it'll come back again.


I just wrote these and I have no idea why... The just came to me
in my deepressed state. If you read them.. You may know why.


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Everything's so blurry
And everyone's so fake
And everybody's empty
And everything is
So messed up
Pre-occupied without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world
Surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that
I'll protect you
From all of the obscene
I wonder what you're doing
Imagine where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it
In my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it
In my face
Everyone is changing
There's no-one left
That's real
To make up
Your own ending
And let me know
Just how you feel
'Cause I am lost
Without you
I cannot live at all
My whole world
Surrounds you
I stumble then I crawl
You could be my someone
You could be my scene
You know that
I will save you
From all of the unclean
I wonder what you're doing
I wonder where you are
There's oceans in between us
But that's not very far
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it
In my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it
In my face
This pain you gave to me
Oh
Nobody told me
What you thought
Nobody told me
What to say
Everyone showed you
Where to turn
Told you
Where to runaway
Nobody told you
Where to hide
Nobody told you
What to say
Everyone showed you
Where to turn
Showed you
Where to runaway
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it
In my face
This pain you gave to me
Can you take it all away?
Can you take it all away?
When you shoved it
In my face
This pain you gave to me
This pain you gave to me
You take it all
Take it all away
This pain you gave to me
You take it all away
This pain you gave to me
Take it all away
This pain you gave
This pain you gave

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-Someone-




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