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Out of Reach
2002-01-24 19:11:33 (UTC)

Whats wrong with me?


So Ive been sick for a while now. It usually goes off and
on. When i wake up its bad and then during the day Im ok
most of the time and at night it gets worse. I went to the
doctor yesturday to find out what it was. They took my
blood and called me today. The lady said I came out
negative for everything they were testing for. Thats cool
but what the hell is wrong with me then?
My girlfriend has been freaking me out lately about
getting tested for HIV. The thought never even crossed my
mind that I had it but now Im freakin, so what to do...Im
going to go get tested as soon as I have the money which
will be a while because I dont have a job.
Last night she came over to see me coz I was sick. I
love her so much. I got so excited when she came in it was
like I hadnt seen her in months. I just wanted to be right
next to her in every possible way. I wish I wasnt sick
because I kept falling asleep on her. Everytime I kiss her
I melt inside. Something happens inside of me like a
mesmorizing trance takes over me and nothing else matters
but the moment we are in. Its almost like we have frozen
everything around us because I can see nothing else when Im
in that moment. I cant even explain to you what she makes
me feel but its so wonderful and its nothing Ive ever felt
before. She is perfect for me and Im happy she wants to
spend the rest of her life with me because I want to spend
the rest of mine with her. mi piacerebbe vedere mia
ragazza.
a presto...




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