beckya83

Binky
2002-01-24 04:48:22 (UTC)

Drama Makes the world go round

well, i'm over andres, and the reasoning behind it is odd.
I met this kid named todd. well, he's not really a kid,
he's 25 and 7 years older then me. I don't know what to do
either, i mean, he's a sweet guy, but he's already getting
attached to me, and well, i don't know if i like him at
all, let alone like that. I seriously need more time to
myself just to have some breathing space, i don't need
another serious relationship at this time. My friends
haven't been any help, they mean well, but they all have
different opinions about what i should do with the
situation. My roomate doesn't think it's a wise choice to
even meet the guy. My smoker friends say to meet him and
see how i feel. The close friends i have say basically the
same thing, but they don't feel safe because he's 7 years
older then me. Then there's liz, sweet, wonderful,
sometimes messed up liz, who set me up with this guy. She
thinks, of course, that we'll make beautiful baies
together. Now with all these oppinions, it's time to make a
choice. I think, and although, i'm not intirely sure of
myself due to the fact this is rather uncharted territory
for me. I'll meet him, and draw a concultion. If i do like
him, well, the rest will be history, and those beautiful
babies liz wants us to make will be closer to realitly,
although not any time soon. If i don't like him, i'll be
honest and tell him i need my space, and leave it at that
and gratfully accept the amazing new friend i just made.
Either way, i do know one thing, i'm really going to be on
my guard on saturday when i meet him. one things for sure,
nothing will happen quickly, and i will take my time to
make a desition, for or against this guy. I'm only 18, and
i've got my whole life a head of me.

yours,

Becky




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