OhBaby It Is Me

WOW

I havn't written in so long. That's probally due to the
fact that way too much is going on in my life right now. I
could write a few major details down:

December 24th, Christmas Eve;
I know that tomorrow is Christmas but I don't want any
presents. I hate the thought of someone spending the money
they worked hard for on me. Expecilly on Christ birthday.
I don't want presents. I want all that money to go toward
something important, not me. Like my moms new car. Maybe
with all that money she spent, she could at least get a
good percent payed for. I don't see why the birth of our
Lord is celebrated by getting presents? Is he not a
present himself?

December 25th, Christmas Day;
I learned today who my true friends are. I also learned that no
matter what I do, there will always be one person who thinks I'm a
bitch. No matter what, oh unless he wants something.
Yesterday we went to Gary and Toms house. Oh yeah!
I had a good Christmas even though I seem to forget that it is
Christmas. HAPPY BIRTHDAY JESUS

December 26th
NO COMMENT

December 27th
NO COMMENT

December 28th
We all hung outside tonight and had so much fun. First Chris
Jared and I (proudness)

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Youth of the Nation

Last day of the rest of my life
I wish I would’ve known
Cause I didn’t kiss my mama goodbye

I didn’t tell her that I loved her and how much I care
Or thank my pops for all the talks
And all the wisdom he shared

Unaware, I just did what I always do
Everyday, the same routine
Before I skate off to school

But who knew that this day wasn’t like the rest
Instead of taking a test
I took two to the chest

Call me blind, but I didn’t see it coming
Everybody was running
But I couldn’t hear nothing

Except gun blasts, it happened so fast
I don’t really know this kid
Even though I sit by him in class

Maybe this kid was reaching out for love
Or maybe for a moment
He forgot who he was
Or maybe this kid just wanted to be hugged
Whatever it was
I know it’s because

We are, We are, the youth of the nation

Little Suzy, she was only twelve
She was given the world
With every chance to excel

Hang with the boys and hear the stories they tell
She might act kind of proud
But no respect for herself

She finds love in all the wrong places
The same situations
Just different faces

Changed up her pace since her daddy left her
Too bad he never told her
She deserved much better

Johnny boy always played the fool
He broke all the rules
So you would think he was cool

He was never really one of the guys
No matter how hard he tried
Often thought of suicide

It’s kind of hard when you ain’t got no friends
He put his life to an end
They might remember him then

You cross the line and there’s no turning back
Told the world how he felt
With the sound of a gat

We are, We are, the youth of the nation

Who’s to blame for the lives that tragedies claim
No matter what you say
It don’t take away the pain

That I feel inside, I’m tired of all the lies
Don’t nobody know why
It’s the blind leading the blind

I guess that’s the way the story goes
Will it ever make sense
Somebody’s got to know

There’s got to be more to life than this
There’s got to be more to everything
I thought exists

We are, We are, the youth of the nation

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