sweetaddiction

doo doo, one o with a piercing.

im really tired of things ending.
really. i fucking am.
and, i think its time for some more shit to start beginning.
because im running out.
and im really tired of straight girls.

fuck this-

idontavertmyeyes (7:09:27 PM): hey
(7:09:33 PM): hi
idontavertmyeyes (7:09:40 PM): doo?
(7:09:48 PM): yes, this is me
idontavertmyeyes (7:09:56 PM): um
idontavertmyeyes (7:10:02 PM): so like, are we not talking
anymore or something?
idontavertmyeyes (7:10:08 PM): because...i havent heard
from you in...forever
(7:10:08 PM): why?
idontavertmyeyes (7:10:28 PM): i even called your house
because thats the only number that i have and i left a
message but your dad never called me back
(7:10:51 PM): I don't live here anymore...haven't for a
while...Ivan and I got married in Nov.
idontavertmyeyes (7:11:10 PM): yeah, i knew that you were
getting married but i never heard anything else about it.
idontavertmyeyes (7:11:23 PM): do you still live in orlando?
(7:11:39 PM): yeah, we live by the Belz Outlet
idontavertmyeyes (7:12:09 PM): do you still have my number,
because...you shoudl call me sometime. id love to see you
and talk and stuff
idontavertmyeyes (7:12:39 PM): i thought you must have been
pissed at me about something, because you just like stopped
going to school and then i never heard from you again and i
didnt have any way to get in touch with you
(7:13:43 PM): things just haven't been that easy, I'm out
of work right now, so I've been trying to get a job...I
think your numbers are in my cell phone at the house...it's
disconnected, but I can still get your number out of
it...you still have the same cell number?
idontavertmyeyes (7:14:01 PM): yeah...its
(7:14:06 PM): ok
idontavertmyeyes (7:14:11 PM): same as its always been.
idontavertmyeyes (7:14:21 PM): are you doing okay? i miss
you. you know.
(7:14:47 PM): yeah, we're doing really good...we stopped by
dad's tonight to pick up our computer that they gave us
idontavertmyeyes (7:14:59 PM): thats cool.
idontavertmyeyes (7:15:06 PM): so, youre happy?
(7:15:12 PM): yes
(7:15:19 PM): very
idontavertmyeyes (7:15:51 PM): good =)
(7:16:30 PM): we're going to Key Largo on Monday for 4 days
idontavertmyeyes (7:16:38 PM): thats really cool.
idontavertmyeyes (7:16:42 PM): im glad to hear that youre
happy.
idontavertmyeyes (7:16:48 PM): how was the wedding?
(7:17:15 PM): it was nice..we had it in the park in dad's
neighborhood
idontavertmyeyes (7:17:57 PM): aw cute.
idontavertmyeyes (7:19:03 PM): so, is there any reason that
i havent heard from you in so long? or...have you just not
had time.
(7:19:55 PM): I don't really talk to many people...except
my friend Ruth, most of the time I just like to spend it
with Ivan...
idontavertmyeyes (7:20:14 PM): um. okay.
idontavertmyeyes (7:20:26 PM): so, were just not friends
anymore? or something.
idontavertmyeyes (7:20:40 PM): because, i dont understand
honestly. i havent heard from you since like...october.
(7:21:19 PM): it's not that....I just really havenm't had
time and plus every time that I did call you before it
seemed like you never had time for me, si I thought that I
would let you call me when you had the time...
idontavertmyeyes (7:22:05 PM): how exactly was i supposed
to call you stefanie? you know that i didnt have any number
besides your cell phone that wasnt activated and your dads.
and i tried both. i even left a message there.
idontavertmyeyes (7:22:28 PM): nevermind.
(7:22:36 PM): i'm not trying to make you angry...I"m just
saying
idontavertmyeyes (7:22:42 PM): im sorry
idontavertmyeyes (7:22:48 PM): i just thought that you
know.
idontavertmyeyes (7:22:50 PM): we were close.
idontavertmyeyes (7:22:53 PM): i dont know. nevermind.
idontavertmyeyes (7:22:55 PM): its pointless.
idontavertmyeyes (7:23:07 PM): you have my number, feel
free to call me whenever you have time.
idontavertmyeyes (7:23:12 PM): you know i love you, and im
here for you
idontavertmyeyes (7:23:16 PM): even if were not talking
idontavertmyeyes (7:23:22 PM): i understand your life is
different now.
idontavertmyeyes (7:23:27 PM): so.
idontavertmyeyes (7:23:34 PM): i just hope you end up
happy.
idontavertmyeyes (7:23:37 PM): i love you doo.
idontavertmyeyes (7:23:39 PM): i have to go.