babygirl

the soap opera....as my life turns:)
2002-01-23 18:22:34 (UTC)

decisions..

the past few days have been pretty good. Right now i'm
trying to decide about getting my hair cut. Well more like
how i'm going to get it cut. right now it is just one
length to my shoulders...not sure if i should just get a
trim or go drastic with a short cut.

my ex is a dickhead still...i was asking if he could watch
them one evening this week...so i could get some work done
at my grandmothers...cause saturday i'm getting my haircut
so i won't have as much time there...his comment was it
must be nice to have money. Cause i'm getting my hair cut
and highlighted. I haven't had my haircut since july...the
last time i got my hairlighted was in aug..the only reason
i'm getting it done again is cause i've got about 4 inches
of roots grown out. It isn't all that drastic...since my
natural color isn't to dark...but my goodness. If feel like
i have to have his approval to do something...i'm sick of
this shit with him. He makes me feel like when i do
something for myself i'm doing something wrong. I do
realized that i don't have to put up with any of his shit
anymore.

my goodness...how would he react if he knew i was talk to
someone on the phone. I just want to move. get my career
going and move. i'm tired of seeing the same people
everyday..everyone knowing your business(or think they know
it). I want to move and have the people who care about
me..for me...to come also.

all i want in life is to live comfortably...pay my bills
and have some money left over when i'm done. to love my
kids and have fun with them. Have lots of good friends. and
one more thing to be healthy and happy.

ok...think i've vented enough for now.

babygirl.




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