psykobich

heaven's tearz
2002-01-23 13:59:01 (UTC)

yet another day

its too early in the morning. i havent fully woke up yet
but i am waiting for D ( demetrio ) to call me and let me
know that he is at his job and for once he isnt late. i am
hoping that he isnt late because he really needs the job
and all. sometimes i feel like i am very superficial and
then i realize that everyone is like that sometimes. he
came over last night for a couple of hours. i had to sneak
him in since i am not allow to have guys over. to fall in
love i do not think so. i dont kno where this will lead to
but all i know is that whatever happens will happen for the
best i guess.
we have only been dating for less than a month but i have
known him for longer. we used to date when we was freshman
in high school. now i am "supposely" a junior in college
but you know how that work. i think i am going to be stuck
in school in for da rest of my life with this dead end job
but i have to put up with all the bullsh!t from people.
anyways, i should lay down i have a bad cough and it feels
like my whole inside is about to rip open. ok bye now.




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