It's the end of the world as I know it...
Two days ago, Lacey called me again...she said she was just
thinking about me and decided to call. Shit, if I called
her every time I thought about her, we'd never be off the
phone. It wasn't all good news, though. She told me that
she's going to be moving to New Orleans to go to
colege...and at that my heart stopped dead. Sure, it's not
for another year and a half, but I don't think I can handle
it. I love her to death. She's all that really matters to
me. If I lost her, nothing else would matter anymore. She's
made me feel like a real person more than anyone else ever
will. I can't write anymore...I'm getting all teary-eyed
just thinking about it...
The good news is, she's got most of this week off,
including most of saturday. So she can finally meet my real
mom. They've been dying to meet each other, so we're all
gonna get together, go to Little Tokyo, have a nice dinner,
and whatever else...
Why does love bend you over and fuck you in the ass?? It
seems like everything's going to be perfect, but there's
always something to get in the way...fuck...