time walker

Dragon grl
2002-01-22 18:11:24 (UTC)

About me

If anyone is actually interested in my Brendon Fae story
you'll have to wait a littel longer I need to vent about me.
It strikes me as funny that people still belive my front. I
know for a act that over these past monts my facade
has slipped. I've let people see the scared person who
lives just benethe my fragile skin.
I at one time was not so complicated, I was who I
appered to be no false hoods no brave words. Just me
being the uncomplicated young girl I was. These years
of building my self up have amounted to nothing at
times. Until recantly I would alow no one to touch me. I
denied myself the simple comfort of human contact. I
realize I did this becaus I craved it so much. I wanted
contact to come from some one who truly cared about
me not someone who was just jokeing around. I still do
not like much human contact, but at times I crave it so
deeply I wrap my arms around me and rock back and
forth telling myself I will be okay, everything will be okay.
I wish I belived that.




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