PixieDust66

Whine, whine, whine

Okay. I am feeling better now. This online journal thing
is really great! I can spew and none of my friends have to
hear it!!
I know that I can be HIS friend. I am going to try to be
just that for the time being...although, it will really
kill me to pretend that I feel nothing else. Or to pretend
that I really want to hear any plans other than plans for
us to be together ~ BUT remember, I am the QUEEN of pushing
feelings down! I can do it! I CAN BE STRONG!!!
I am going to smile and pretend that my world is perfect
just the way it is ~ and wait for the love of my life to
come to his senses and rescue me on his big, BLACK horse....