blondiINhidin

Things to keep secret
2001-04-18 13:19:21 (UTC)

Another day of pure living...lol

HELLO ALL I AM JUST GETTING UP AT 9:11 IN THE MORNING AND
HOPE THINGS GO BETTER TODAY. I AM GETTING INTO THE LORD
MORE AND MORE EACH DAY I JUST HOPE HUBBY GETS IT TO, MY
LIFE HAS CHANGED I HAVE DONE ALOT OF SINS BEFORE THIS. I AM
MARRIED NOW AND I AM REALLY HAPPY. I LOST MY VIRGINITY AT
AGE 17 MOST GIRLS LOSE IT ALOT EARLIER, SO I AM PROUD OF
THAT, I GUESS YOU COULD SAY I THOUGHTI WAS INLOVE. CLUE WAS
THOUGHT. ANYWAY I HAVE 3 BABIES NOW 4 CATS AND A WONDERFUL
HUBBY, DESPITE THE CHEATING HE DID, AT LEAST I AM HAPPY IT
NEVER GOT PHYSICAL BECAUSE HE NEVER MET HER AND SHE WAS 10
YEARS OLDER THEN HIM. I GUESS I AM LUCKY THAT HE REALIZED
HE REALLY LOVED ME AND WANTED ME TO BE IN HIS LIFE UNTIL
DEATH DO US PART. WE MADE LOVE LAST NIGHT AND IT WAS GREAT,
SOMETIMES PEOPLE FAKE LIKE IT FEELS GOOD BUT HONESTLY IT
DOES FEEL GOOD AND HE THINKS HE ISNT LARGE ENOUGH BUT I
DONT JUDGE BY SIZE I JUDGE BY HOW YOU MAKE ME FEEL, NOONE
CAN MAKE ME COME TO AN ORGASM LIKE HE DOES, IT IS FUNNY I
GAVE MY MOM THIS SITE TO SEE IT AND CHECK IT OUT, AND I AM
TYPING ALL THESE THINGS OH WELL I AM GROWN AND IT IS MY
BUSINESS IF I WANT TO TELL IT. I COULD SEE IF I AM STILL
LIVING WITH HER AND NOT MARRIED BUT I AM 26 AND MARRIED SO
MY LOVE, SEX AND MARRIAGE IS MY OWN DECISIONS NOW. WE ARE
THINKING ABOUT HAVING ANOTHER BABY BUT IT MIGHT BE A WHILE
BEFORE THAT HAPPENS I HAD 3 C-SECTIONS SO I WILL BE DONE
AFTER THIS NEXT ONE, I HAVE A GIRL, BOY, AND GIRL I WANT
ANOTHER BOY SO SON CAN HAVE SOMEONE TO PLAY WITH BUT I KNOW
HUBBY WANTS ANOTHER GIRL SO AS LONG AS THE BABY IS HEALTHY
I DONT CARE, IF IT IS AN "it" LOL. WELL MY LAST ONE WE
FOUGHT OVER ALOT BECAUSE I FOUND OUT WHAT SHE WAS AND HE
DIDNT WANT TO KNOW SO I DIDNT TELL HIM HE FOUND OUT WHEN
SHE WAS BORN AT 8POUNDS 6 OUNCES, AND WE WERE ARGUING OVER
HER NAME BECAUSE I DIDNT WANT HER NAMED AFTER HIS MOTHER
SISTER AND ME I WANTED HER NAME SOMETHING LIKE RAKNEESHA
LASHAE OR SOMETHING OF THAT TYPE. WELL LET ME GET OUT OF
HERE. JUST ONE MORE THING I AM ON THE BOOK OF JOSHUA IN THE
BIBLE AND IT IS INTERESTING AS MUCH AS I READ SO FAR. I
HAVE READ GENESIS, EXODUS, LEVITICUS AND DUETERONOMY,
NUMBERS AND NOW I AM ON JOSHUA. THE 2 BEFORE THIS ARE
BACKWARDS BUT IT IS GOOD. I WAS DOING IT FROM MEMORY. TALK
LATER AND RELIEVE MORE STRESS.


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