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If I Told U, Would U Hate Me
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2002-01-21 03:57:45 (UTC)

I Guess Im Just Tired

Well today was cool in all so far...Im at paul michaels
right now...chillin with Kelly, Beth, Sauter, Geoff, Paul
Michael, and Josh...it's all good...Kelly, Paul Michael and
me cleaned his house spotless...it was cool though...I
guess Im just tired now that's why I feel like im in a bad
mood...i hate mood swings...i think maybe its the
medication...most of you know why im on meds but if you
dont lets just say im SICK...if you really must know you
can ask but anyways yeah so im on meds and it sucks because
i think im allergic to it...it makes me break out in hives
causing me to have to wear pants and long sleeve shirts
almost everywhere i go after ive taken my meds and then
half an hour after i take it i always get migraines every
twenty minutes...it makes me feel sick like i cant eat or
ill puke i swear...i hate feeling like that but i have to
take the meds or i wont ever get better only worse...i sure
as hell dont want that...the only maybe possibly good thing
about the meds is that it makes me think a lot about real
shit going on and it makes me see whats actually happening
instead of trying to be optimistic about everything...it
makes me see the bad side and it makes me see how people
really are i guess you could say i dunno its weird but its
a good thing it helps me with my better judgement...lately
ive really been seeing whos REAL and whos FAKE like ive
been seeing whos
SELFISH,CONCEITED,STUCK UP, AND THINKS THAT THEYRE HOLIER
THAN NOW
and whos OUTGOING, SELF CONFIDENT,USES THEIR BETTER
JUDGEMENT WISELY, AND KNOWS THAT EVERYONE IS EQUAL...most of
you know who i'm talking about and who im not but for the
sake of my privacy i wont mention any names for the fact
that i am not the only one who has this opinion and i am
well aware of whats going on but as far as im concerned my
opinion on things will be quite loudly spoken whether
anyone likes it or not so
FUCK IT I HATE BULL SHIT
I HAVE NO TOLERANCE FOR IT SO DONT BRING IT TO ME BECAUSE
ILL SHUT YOU DOWN AND RIP YOUR TEETH OUT OF THE BACK OF
YOUR HEAD...GOT IT UNDERSTOOD...GET IT GOT IT GOOD AGREED
CASE CLOSED...IM OUT FOR NOW MAYBE ILL WRITE MORE LATER IF I I FEEL
BETTER AND IF IM IN A BETTER MOOD IT DEPENDS WE'LL SEE...
-DEE


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