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2002-01-21 03:44:07 (UTC)

JAnuary 15, 2002

23:48:31 - Status Log Opening
Lani: probably stay right here alone and work
on this place
{ron}~Lani: dont do that....
Lani: I can't Domme another boy right now
anyway when i feel like i have failed
{ron}~Lani: you will only put more pressure on
yourself.....and will be constantly thinking about me...you
need a distraction, take your mind off things...
Lani: I need time to think is what i need tho
Lani: will you take the collar off or just
stay out of BDSM rooms
{ron}~Lani: no i will not take it off...
Lani: nods
{ron}~Lani: i am Yours
{ron}~Lani: it doesn't come off unless You take it
off...
Lani: why are we doing this to each other
boy, will we work this out?
{ron}~Lani: those were Your words and I live by
them...
Lani: pulls you tight not wanting to let go
{ron}~Lani: I cant explain why, I hope we do work
out these things...
{ron}~Lani: but boy knows one thing...
Lani: so do I boy
Lani: what
{ron}~Lani: he knows you need some travel
time...boy realizes he cant keep you couped up in here
where there are no users other than ourselves
{ron}~Lani: but more importantly
Lani: listens
{ron}~Lani: boy knows he will be back and be
looking for you..
Lani: when is this time period supose to be
up, or just let each person decide when they are ready?
Lani: not sure how much time you need
{ron}~Lani: and boy doesn't know how long you need
either
Lani: thursday? and if we need more time,
we say so
{ron}~Lani: okies ...sounds fair...
Lani: ok
{ron}~Lani: boy will not be here over the weekend...
Lani: hope it will be a fun time keeping you
away
{ron}~Lani: friday and sat....I have a hockey
tourney to go to
Lani: that is good, yup you having fun
Lani: smiles
Lani: thinks i might even turn off putor for
weekend too concentrate on family
{ron}~Lani: huggles her tight...
Lani: well, guess we have to do this sooner
or later,, or we be here all night cause don't know about
you even tho know we need this, i don't want to do it
Lani: snuggles up to you holding on
{ron}~Lani: i dont want to be away from you any
more than you want to be away from me.
Lani: nods
Lani: I luv you my sweet boy
{ron}~Lani: I luv you too my Mistress...
Lani: grabs you and kisses you hard,, will
see you in couple days, be good and have some fun, and boy
{ron}~Lani: :listens
Lani: if you find someone else,, i will
release you ,, i only want you happy
{ron}~Lani: boy knows he wont...not even gonna look
Lani: kissing you once more, ok, we got to
do this, have sweet dreams, and don't forget your
journal,, i luv you boy
{ron}~Lani: :reaches under the bed for
something.....
Lani: huh? what boy doing?
{ron}~Lani: :pulls out a box...
Lani: looks to you and the box,, puzzled
{ron}~Lani: :hands it to Mistress...a gift boy hid
under your bed for you..
Lani: takes the box then looks to you,,
opening it slowly
Lani: peeking in carefully then looking to
you with tears in eyes
{ron}~Lani: :pulls out the loose paper...
Lani: a gift for me hon? takes the paper and
begins to look at it
{ron}~Lani: :reveals a thin crop...stings like
hell...and leaves one helluva mark.....
Lani: smiles softly and holds the crop
looking to you
{ron}~Lani: for You Mistress...
Lani: kisses you softly,, thank you sweet
boy, this crop will only be used on you my boy
Lani: holds it and slaps it across your
thighs giving you a small taste of the sting
{ron}~Lani: boy been trying to get the appropriate
borg to work...but I had a corrupt borg file...
Lani: well guess you have couple days now to
get putor running right, smiles
{ron}~Lani: so a friend has it now after I couldn't
send to you for some weird reason
Lani: well maybe once get your pc working
borg be done and all will work out, even the T/two of U.us
{ron}~Lani: :turns around kneeling on all
fours ...knowing Mistress is holding the crop and could
whack him a couple of good'uns if she wanted to...wiggles...
Lani: pulls the crop back and swings it down
across you
{ron}~Lani: :jumps forward....*yup it works good*
Lani: pulls it back up not giving you a
chance to think and swings it down again, putting just the
right amount of sting to my boy
Lani: hmmmm boy this is a fine made crop and
works good
{ron}~Lani: ouch...
{ron}~Lani: :slowly reaches back to touch where it
hurts...
Lani: swings the crop again,, boy did i tell
you to rub it?
{ron}~Lani: no Mistresss
Lani: I want it to sting for a while,, so no
rubbing
Lani: is had my choice would brand you before
saying good night that way nno Mistress's will attempt to
collar you,, laffs
{ron}~Lani: boy would do that...gonna hurt like
hell..but boy would...
Lani: it grows late,, sighs
Lani: pulls on the nipple rings,, maybe these
will do till we meet again boy
{ron}~Lani: ouchhhhh
Lani: more important,,,,, running fingers to
your collar,, this will keep them away too
Lani: looks to you
{ron}~Lani: :takes Mistress' hand in Hers...
{ron}~Lani: :his
Lani: holds your hand tight
{ron}~Lani: :leans down kissing Her hand showing
proper adoration for his ultimate Superior...his Mistress...
Lani: pulls your hand to my heart and looks
into your eyes,, boy know one thing, even tho we will be
apart, you will remain here in my heart
Lani: leans in close and kisses you
{ron}~Lani: mmmmmmm
{ron}~Lani: and You will always be in mine...
Lani: now boy we have to do it,, it is time
{ron}~Lani: boy knows it is late to start being
totally sub as he has been for the last like 10 mins doing
things he shoulda been doing since day one...
Lani: but it is what you need to think on
sweetie, if you can do this all the time
{ron}~Lani: but boy begged second chance and
refuses to mess up this time, and with Mistress' new found
attitude boy doesn't think that is going to happen...plus
Mistress gots new toy...more motivation for me..to work
hard..
Lani: and i need to think on being a hard
harsh Domme when all i want to do is love and pamper you
{ron}~Lani: may boy give tip here?
Lani: nods
{ron}~Lani: it's not about being harsh to the point
where you're whippin the hell outta me...
Lani: nods i understand that
{ron}~Lani: hard, strict, very demanding...dont
take no BS...that is acceptable
{ron}~Lani: there is only one thing that needs to
be understood...and I know you will realize this when you
are ready...
{ron}~Lani: that when I screw up, of course you
will get mad and scold me...
{ron}~Lani: it is typical for most subs to say "yes
Mistress" sounding like a broken record...
Lani: laffs and remembers
Lani: yes true
{ron}~Lani: but they do the same thing they were
just told not to
{ron}~Lani: this is where you say in your mind
{ron}~Lani: ok I warned him...he didn't listen...he
must be punished...
Lani: i feel in heart if you can learn to be
the totaly submissive like you just were being, that i can
handle it ALL
{ron}~Lani: the only thinking involved comes
here....what punishment fits the crime? how harsh do I need
to be?
Lani: true
{ron}~Lani: ALWAYS REMEMBER
{ron}~Lani: no matter how hard you hit me, no
matter how angry you are, or how many welts you leave on my
back or my ass..
{ron}~Lani: you ALWAYS ALWAYS, punish out of love
and NEVER anger...
Lani: one last comment and i need to go
boy,,, it is also hard for me to Domme you completely when
i know when you got to Dar and go traveling, i hav lost my
control
Lani: nods
{ron}~Lani: I understand that totally...I still
have yet to grasp to the idea, that I killed Dar...he can
no longer live...
Lani: nod
Lani: pulls you close for one last kiss,,
please be good but have fun while we apart, don't forget
your journal either,, it will be what keeps me going,, may
your dreams be sweet
{ron}~Lani: but I ask that you copy this section of
the log...and replay it in your mind...it will help you in
the long run
Lani: and remember,, your Mistress luvs you
Lani: i will boy
{ron}~Lani: Your boy will always luv You too...good
night and sweet dreams...
Lani: slaps you across thighs once more good
and hard, wanting the welps and sting to last a while,,
{ron}~Lani: ouchhhhhh......
Lani: slips out quietly,, looking back one
last time, turns and disappears into the darkness
No connection - Click Anywhere to enter a Palace
Searching for old props...
No Props Purged

00:35:19 - Status Log Closing




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