justin

nothin left to say
2002-01-20 22:44:06 (UTC)

wondering

hey everyone,
its the weekend, and im not doin much. I'm pretty tired
from all this training stuff for baseball, and i gotta
study for midterms and all this stuff, and i dunno. ive
been thinkin about stuff lately (thats what happens when i
have too much time alone..not a good thing) and i say im
lookin for love and i complain about not bein able to find
it, but when opportunities arise for me to find, not
necissarily love, but just someone, i always hesitate. i
want to make a move, but somethin in my mind has always
stopped me. and ive always ended up missin my chances. i
dont understand it. am i afraid? if so, afraid of what? u
know? whats holdin me back? i hope i find whatever it is
and get over it before i lose this chance w/a really great
girl. later
justin




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