Lenore the fool

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2002-01-20 20:38:36 (UTC)

Well well what a tangled web we weave

I haven't had time to write much. My mouse trap car in
Physics was due this Friday and I was going nuts trying to
make it work. This week has been very odd I don't know how
but people kepgetting offended by me or something and I have
no clue in hell why. I'm acting the same way as always. But
I don't really want to talk about thoose things. I finally
went to a pyscritst. She was nice...I think I like her I
sorta opened up to her I guess. I don't really know what to
say or talk about though.
I have recently have looked around at all my friends and
their lives. Everyone has some big issue they are dealing
with. And I don't think I've been stopping and trying to
listen. I've been so wrapped up in my own crap that I've
forgotten that other people are having problems even worse
than mine. I can't believe what a bad person I am. And in
case anyone cares or is reading this I think I figured out
where my heart is....and it's not where my body and mind in
the relationship is. Why do my problems involve other
people's feelings? I wish it would be just about me screwing
up my own life not everyone elses.

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