One fucked up Life

my mind is fucked
2002-01-20 03:42:34 (UTC)

Yeah..Ive been a little locked up..

Well, it's been a long time since writing in this
thing...Well, I'm 16 now, and Ive been locked up for the
past 6 months. I ran away so I could drink my life
away..WOHOO.....definately not....I got dicked for
real.....LOCKED UP...AHHH.....yeah, i was with my
bpoyfriend jay and my girl shannon....one time when we got
drunk i guess i passed out..and i found out in a letter
that mike wrote while i was locked up that they
fucked....so when i find shannon imah beat her sorry
ass....that slut....ive been out for about a week now...ITS
FUCKED.....i was taken away from evrything for so long....i
chilled with mike today......tempting not to get fucked u
p...buti didnt...imah try not to for awhile....i got mad
drug tests and i'm like under a god damn microscope it
seems....i'm commited to DYS until I'm 18.......SUX.....my
case worker loves me though...so i can get away with a
lot....not very much to talk about seeing as though ive
been locked up for so long.....chris is still obsessed with
me..he wants me back and wrote me letters telling me he
wants me back and he loves me and shit...but i'm
straight....i dont want him....hesa loser...jessica(my
sister) and her boyfriend tim had a baby....jess is
21....got her THIRD child now....without all the abortions,
she'd have like 6 NO LIE.......gross.....but anyways....my
brother shawn is still on all the dope and slowly
dying....i can see it.....my mom is back with the married
man......i dunno......she'll never get over him i
guess....DONT EVER GET LOCKED UP FOR STUPID SHIT,,,,it
sux......write feedback...
me


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