Alone

I'm in the dark
2002-01-18 20:58:43 (UTC)

Oct. Star31 entries

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Which guy????? *sigh* 10/3/2001
Okay sorry for not writing in the longest time. But guess
what? I've had like so many guys ask me out lately that its
not funny. I've turned them all down to, except for
frankie....but we're not together anymore, we're just
friends, speaking of which, where is he? But I'm trying to
get hunter and I'm not having the best of luck. And I could
get James, which he really likes me. I love ya both to
pieces.......~katie


sorrry ya'll its been a while 10/19/2001
I remain single, lol. Isn't that coolies? I guess so.
Tonight I'm going to Chasitys birthday party. It'll be fun,
costume since its close to halloween. Then tomorrow we're
going to the mall and ice skating. Won't it be fun? Who
knows, maybe some guy will ask me for my number and i wont
respond "oh you know him?" long story, lol. ~katie


I feel so special...so stressed 10/25/2001
Lizi put the poem I wrote for her in her diary. (she's my
bro'z g/f) It's amazinig that they've been together for 12
months..almost 13...hehe Go lizi! I'm glad someone will put
up with my brother! j/mlol....anyway...I'm going to Share a
friend day tomorrow at webb...webb's a school, That I don't
go to. My friend is bringin me for a day...this will be
pretty cool, cuz all the ppl online that i've talked to, i
finally get to meet! Kevin and Will! I finally get to see
Griffin again... Yesterday sucked. Cuz there is this guy i
kinda like, some other guy was bein a bitch to me, but he's
all sweet to me now..lol. But anyway, that guy told me that
the guy kinda liked me to...but the guy that doesn't like
me that i like......tried to hook me up with his lil bro,
lol. See...he's 3 grades older than me, we're only supposed
to be 2 grades apart, hehe. But hiz lil bro is only a grade
above me....I've been givin that some thought, but since
i've never met him, screw it for now. lol. luvluv!!~katie


Poem for lizi 10/25/2001
God is sending his angelsto watch over your belovedhe's
sending them to the ones in needthe one's that scream for
helpThe angels are pretecting the heartthe angels see your
neededthe angels know who you want backsooner or
later..they'll make it happenIf God sends his angels
soonyou're family is gonna be commin 2 you only the ones of
the belovednot the ones that did no goodYour family is
commin back to you I can see it happening nowyou've
deserved it they're comming back to you one way or
anotherI'll make sure that you see em' againmaybe it won't
be soonbut if God will send his angelsthey'll be commin
home to youYour family is commin home soonso wipe those
tears outa your eyescuz eventuallythey'll be safe with you
They might not be hearin your crysbut in just a lil while
they'll cry back to you.... cuz i know...they love you Most
of you didn't understand that very much. You have to
understand what's going on in her situation..which I musn't
tell cuz..Its personally, you know??


griff (poem) 10/27/2001
You look at meas a reflection upon yourselfwhere we used to
be togetheralways foreverPlaying for hoursexcluding all the
othersfor what now??for nothing, wow!I never thought i'd
see the daywhere we'd be apartnever by eachothers
sidestaking our paths on different ridesNow everytime i see
your faceflashing threw my mindi think of all those other
childhood timesI miss the days where we used to talk for
hoursand not care about what they saycuz we thought we'd
always have it our wayBut now the tables have turned the
dice have rolled their final roundyou've lost what you
hadyou've made us both madYou drive me crazyhow you think
i'm insaneI'm not different than i used to beI'm just
here...I'm just her...I'm just meI don't recallanything I
did to youto make me insane in your eyesstop makin all
these lies up in your headI'm hoping that soonmaybe we'll
be friendsyou won't think i'm a loser...and you'll regret
what you did





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