Alone

I'm in the dark
2002-01-18 20:39:15 (UTC)

July star31

1-18-02


cartoons 7/1/2001
I got it dyed....well how i said i would streaks of RED and
RED ONLY!! LOL the quote of today is "Logans a good guy, if
I were gay, I would date him...." response: "whoa.." even
tho he was just kiddin, if you new logan you would think
its funny too. Ok I was just listening to a sunscreen
comercial and I was remembering the most stupid thing i
have done. I totally forgot about it! So I was snow skiing
and you wear goggles for that. Well my dad told me to put
sunscreen on my face...i also put it on my eye lids...it
got in my eyes...gosh i am such an idiot. Wes is gonna kill
me for that one. lol ok whoever reads this, you know thats
not spenege (however the hell you spell it) that (i dunno
how to spell his name!! ill try) popyee...has in his
pipe..it aint tobacco either we alllll know what it is. I
was talking to wes about it last nite for like an
hour...lol about how awsome popyee is! and how bad cartoons
are for young children. I mean they show bugs bunny with a
girly bunny all the time in the bed.. I mean....c'mon like
3 year olds watch this shit. I love cartoons, dont get me
wrong. But they show violence and more... ya no? drugs,
sex, violence.lol I know umm....we were sorta out of it I
was really hyper so thats where all that came out of yepp
yepp... smiles,smiles,hugs,hugs


Im leaving 7/4/2001
Hey Im leaving for the beach yay!! I am leaving friday, I
wont have a laptop with me :( sorry!! I will be
gone...until the 15th! Then I go to a summer camp.
Sorry,luv ya!~katie


Did I mention how much I hate the 4th of July?
7/4/2001
I hate it I hate it I hate it!!!!!!!!! Damnit! Nothing good
happens on it! I mean yeah....we arent part of england
anymore, but hey every 4th of july, theres something bad
that has to happen. One year I through up, another year I
cried all morning, and now......I just found out that Rohn
and John lost aol. I mean thats not all that bad....theres
always msn but I dont have it!! then.. after I find out
about that...i found out they arent moving here afterall.
So I have lost all contact with them, and I will never talk
to them again. Sometimes things in life dont turn out the
way you want them too. Sometimes they do, I guess it just
wasnt meant to be......:'(i need lots of hugz....


flying away 7/6/2001
Im leaving in about an hour..so that means i cant write for
a while! Sorry, ya know i still love ya'll, rite?Love you!
~katie


Im back 7/14/2001
Im back!!!! YAY!!! I got back a few days ago...it was
pretty fun. I have a kitty in my lap rite now..im naming it
cuddles... hehe isnt that cute? i meant...heheh i so meant
heheh (lol kristy!!) well...just thought id tell ya!
cya,smiles, (god bless the pizza man!)~katie


this is a first 7/15/2001
Im the one trying to cheer josh up instead of the other way
around....im putting myself down to make him feel
better...and it isnt working! i have a camp tomorrow yay!
fun fun...actually i wanted to do it so i cant
complain...lol well thats me for ya!Good news, I faced 1 of
my worse fears today. I played tennis. I know that sounds
stupid, but last summer, if i havent told you already...i
had a mild heat stroke and my vision blacked out. If my
vision didnt black out, or give me any other signs, i
wouldnt have told anyone...and most likely would have died.
I hadnt played tennis since that day...until today. Arent
ya'll proud of me?????I sure am! I got pissed off tho, one
of my online friends edwin...i dont know what came over
him...he just omg..it totally wasnt him, he was sayin such
inapropriate things..edwin doesnt do that! i mean it was
just nasty! I am really pissed off now, even if it wuz sum1
else on his sn.~katie


tell me what you think 7/17/2001
Ok...Yesterday I went to a modeling interview. It was only
like 30 sec. tho! But I made the cut, now should i go to
the modeling weekend for when agents are going to be there?
I just have no clue about the runways...man those things i
will flip out on!! LOL my mom isnt to happy about this...i
wonder if she'll let me do it... but i want to do it, so
give me feed back, ok? Do you think i would be a good
model, and do you want me to be a model?Luv ya!~katie


Chasity...lol 7/21/2001
Chasity stayed the night last night. We didnt sleep
actually, because my bro had friends over. That wuz fun, we
stayed up almost all night. For some reason we always fall
asleep at the crack of dawn, and might i add, that really
sucks. So here we are: Chasity, Nate, Nick, Tyler and I all
on the trampoline. Having our lil slumber party.....Oh gosh
that was so funny!! Chasity thought she was
pregnant....even tho...well there wuznt really any reason
for her to be worried. She jus kept feeling stuff in her
stomach...lol it wuz funny. Then she thought something...or
someone was cutting her wrist...and well..it wuz the
trampoline lol. I like these new songs my bro showed
me.....actually Nate did. But we went to the mall earlier
that day...haha...it wuz funny bcuz chas and i were stalkin
guys before we were walkin round the mall w/ nick, nate,
chris, tyler, and shane. it wuz fun, i think julia is here,
im gonna go!Bye!!


Calming down 7/28/2001
To start out with... A few days back, I lost a friend...
thats why I took him off the cover page. I didn't loose him
as in dying...I just lost him, for something he did. He
asked for a second chance, and I didn't give it to him. I'm
thinking back....thinking if I made the right desicion. I'm
just hoping I did. But in the same time, I lost a
friend...and I've been suffering lately for that. I've been
crying.... A LOT! Thanks tyler, for bein there the other
night...i dunno what i would have done if you were at a
friends that night or somethin.Much love,~katie


7/30/01 7/30/2001
i feel alone....




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