sweetaddiction

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2002-01-18 18:58:42 (UTC)

i just woke up. i actually..

i just woke up.
i actually slept this nap time. and thats great.
i also just declined the offer that i had for that new job.

whether or not that was the best decision.
at least i made one.

i know that my mom is disappointed. and i know adrienne
will be as well. and my dad and grandpa too.

but. it was all my choice. maybe i didnt have a choice
about going to the interview but i did have a choice about
this.
and maybe ill regret it later. but any lesser amount of
stress in my life right now i dont consider a bad thing.

im glad that im seeing adrienne tonight. i miss her. she
always understands what im saying to her. and most of the
time i dont even have to talk.
maybe i will go get drunk tonight. sounds like a really
good idea right about now. but theres that onsale. hm. gr.
sat night would probably be better anyway.

amber is a fucking idiot. and i dont know why i feel the
need to waste my fucking time talking to her. her
incapacity to think does NOTHING but piss me off. the way
she feels about things is what i like. but god damn.
whatever.





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