Shardik

It's always morning somewhere.
2002-01-18 08:58:00 (UTC)

another day

another day rolls by and they say its my birthday. why the
hell am i older now, but not the day before?

yeah right, im not that deep.

ok so im 23 now. im supposed to be grown up, or at least a
little, yet i still feel like a kid.

doesnt help that im attracted to girls 4 years younger then
me. I dont know why the girls my own age dont hold anything
for me, i just like younger women. was dancin with a girl
today, thought she was freshmen in college, maybe sophmore.
Great dancer, cute, the whole nine yards. She was in
highschool. im turning into a dirty old man.

still talkin to E. she's a great girl, 2 bad we didnt have
more time. we have a nice little chemistry online, id like
to work it more, but afraid that i might run her off :(

tryin to figure out what to do with Y. everytime i try to
figure out were i stand with her, she changes the topic or
goes to sleep or somethin. I hate the feeling of being
teased along. Friends say im dick in a glass jar, maybe
they have somethin there. she tells me just enough to keep
me intereted but not enough for any comentment. :/




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