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The Xdruggie Files
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2002-01-18 03:59:46 (UTC)

Mental Health Day

I wasn't feeling that great when i woke up this morning so
i called in sick. I call this a mental health day; i would
go crazy if i had to go into work. Considering i forgot to
take my lunchtime meds...i was very focused. i cleaned my
room 'cause God knows it needed it. I watched like 5 hours
of BVS 'cause i just bought season 1 on DVD (it rocks). and
then i started working on my 4th step. It's where we make a
moral inventory of ourselves including resentments, fears, and
sexual relations. I am just working on resentments at the
urging of my sponsor. Most of my list for sex is already
done b/c of the sexual compulsivity program where we have
to list our sex histories (i lost count around 400 ) and i
wonder why i can't get a date :) but i am actually in a
really good space for tonight and these so rarely happen
that i don't know how to react (note to self-more mental
health days!). It was great for me last night to meet with
Lulu. We went through the third step and got on our knees
and did the 3rd step prayer. I felt a lot better after
doing it. So this is what a good day feels like...who knew?

O Bubba, where art thou?

XD


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