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2001-04-16 22:38:21 (UTC)

I'M NOT YOUR SUPER WOMAN........

I AM VERY MUCH IN LOVE WITH THIS AFRICAN MAN WE BEEN TO
GETHER FOR 3 FULL YEARS AND HE MAKES ME HAPPY ALOT OF
TIMES . WE LIVED TO GETHER FOR ALMOST 2 YRS HE HAD HIS OWN
PLACE FOR A YEAR BUT STAYED OVER MY PLACE EVERY DAY.SO WE
DECIDED TO MOVE IN TOGETHER PERMINATELY. HE USE TO GO OUT
DRINKING EVERYDAY I HATED IT ALOT. BUT I HAD TO ACCEPT IT
CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO LOOSE HIM AND MAKE HIM FEEL AS IF I
WAS TRYING TO CONTROL HIM . I WAS SCARED CAUSE HE SPENT
MOST OF HIS TIME AT WORK OR HIS CLUB. HE WOULD COME HOME
PISSY ASS DRUNK. I SEEN HOW HE ACTED IN HIS CLUB WHEN HE
WAS DRUNK AND WE ARGUED ALOT EVEN HAD FIST FIGHTS. WELL HE
CALMED DOWN ALOT. AND ONLY WOULD SPEND AN HOUR THERE AND
NOW HE CALMED DOWN TOTALY HE BRINGS HIS BEER HOME HE'LL
DRINK MORE THAN 3 GUINESS BEER IF YOU KNOW THAT DRINK IT IS
A STRONG DRINK . I WAS A DRINKER A HEAVY ONE,I DRANK WITH
HIM AND I HAD TO SLOWED DOWN. (HEIKEIN WAS MY DRINK) WELL
HE GETS ON MY NERVES I TRY SO HARD TO ACCEPT HIS DRINKING
HABIT BUT I FEEL LIKE I NEED TO HELP HIM QUIT I DON'T KNOW
HOW TO BUT I WILL DO IT SO SLOWLY HE WON'T EVEN NOTICE IT.
ANY WAYS THIS GUY IS LAZY. I COOK, CLEAN ,LAUNDRY, TAKE
CARE OF THE KIDS (MY SWEETIES) AND TAKE MY DAUGHTER TO
SCHOOL. PLUS I ALWAYS HAVE TIME TO BRING HIM HIS SPECIAL
TEA. HE DOESN'T TELL ME WHAT TO DO, BUT I AM TRYING TO MAKE
HIM SEE I LOVE HIM AND WANT HIM TO PURPOSE TO ME. I REALLY
AM HAPPY, BUT I JUST WISH HE WOULD OPEN HIS EYES A LITTLE
ON HOW I FEEL. I SHOULDN'T BE COMPLAINING BUT I AM. I DON'T
KNOW HOW TO OPEN HIS BROWN PRETTY EYES. I RARELY DO THINGS
FOR MYSELF EXCEPT DRIVE PLACES I EVEN BE THERE ALOT FOR MY
FRIENDS WHEN THEY NEED ME. I AM THE FIRST PERSON THEY'LL
CALL. MY BOYFRIEND HELPS ME ALOT WITH BILLS, IN OUR HOME
AND HE HELPED ME MAKE IT THROUGH ALOT OF COURT DATES. HE
HELPED GET THE COURAGE TO GET MY PERMIT. HE'S A GRREAT MAN.
BUT THE BEER I FEEL IS THE DEVIL. I HAD TO SHARE THIS WITH
YOU GUYS TODAY. BUT IF ANY MEN OUT THERE READ THIS PLEASE
TREAT YOUR WOMAN LIKE SHE'S YOUR QUEEN ESPECIALLY THE
LOVEING WOMANS THEY DESERVE IT. TO ALL THE WOMEN OUT THERE
LOVE YOUR MAN REGARDLESS,YOUR REWARD WILL COME . I'M STILL
WAITING ON MINES BUT I KNOW IT WILL COME.


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