megan

blind to my own demise?

am i blind to my own demise

so-called friend
the epitome of shallowness
is it my fault
does the blame lie somewhere else

i knew you once
before the obsession took over
when you cared
apply what you said to you

see both sides
i know yours and mine i see it all
it's too hard
to make something of this nothing

i have tried
open my mouth and belittle you
so you said
keep quiet but not ignoring you

maybe deaf
i can see what you are muttering
two-faced now
tomorrow is another day (of pain)

am i blind to my own demise

final thought: i knew you once before i changed before i
grew up before i switched lanes; you knew me too before you
stayed the same before you didn't care before you went away.