Gone mental
Notes from my Black
2022
- January 2022
- 27 - 1 of those lives
- 27 - censoring negation
- 27 - Attraction
- 27 - Coupled
- 27 - YOU DO NOT KNOW
- 27 - Today is just like me
- 28 - Live with it
- 29 - It’s midnight
- 29 - The desert
- 29 - It’s the answer you’d ..
- 30 - Serving up the void
- 30 - Triggers and comfy socks
- 31 - The vast ask
- 31 - The cancer
- February 2022
- 01 - The one I fear
- 01 - Sex fantasy, talk, and ..
- 03 - Pride
- 06 - Learning
- 09 - The need for perfection
- 09 - Forthright
- 13 - Hate
- 14 - Just another day
- 16 - Really. This is my life
- 16 - Plutonics-ville
- 17 - Ruined
- 20 - “Low key depression”
- 24 - Take a break. Talk talk talk
- 27 - Hate memories
- 27 - 10 years
- March 2022
- 08 - Wtf world?
- 10 - Professional help
- 12 - Fred
- 13 - Hair
- 13 - Fatter
- 14 - Shut it down?
- 15 - This world is weird
- 21 - Fence riding
- 24 - Metric vs Imperial
- 27 - Old trigger
- 29 - I told her that…
- 29 - They say it comes in threes
- 31 - Two ways I failed
- 31 - Mind Hacking
- April 2022
- 01 - What we get used to
- 02 - Therapist conflict
- 05 - Therapist response
- 05 - Believe it to see it
- 06 - 30%
- 06 - The other 70%
- 08 - It’s midnight
- 09 - Boil it
- 10 - Let’s be real hypocracy
- 11 - So it’s me
- 13 - The chips the damn chips
- 13 - What’s wrong with you
- 15 - What happens
- 15 - Value
- 16 - The slow screw
- 17 - Embarrassing talk
- 18 - Travel
- 19 - Different exercise / Jump
- 21 - Get it perfect… no more ..
- 24 - Timing and warmth
- 27 - Red faced chagrin
- 29 - Pull the skin back
- 30 - What to say?
- May 2022
- 03 - A quick rant
- 06 - Control timing
- 09 - Sleepless you say?
- 14 - On the basis
- 16 - You’re a shitty boyfriend
- 19 - The weaponizing of it all
- 21 - Wolf
- 21 - Acquiesce Sleep deprivation
- 24 - The hope
- 28 - Do over
- 29 - Something is wrong
- June 2022
- 01 - Mourning the morning
- 05 - The future looks tight
- 08 - I know it… I do
- 08 - That may have been a scam
- 10 - I can be impatient
- 11 - Conversation not had
- 12 - Looking a tiger in the eye
- 12 - So we both feel that way
- 13 - Fall
- 16 - There is this orb
- 19 - Dad’s
- 20 - The water and skiing and ..
- 21 - What I won’t tell them…
- 25 - Worry
- 25 - Here’s a thought
- 25 - it is obviously me
- 28 - Thursday
- 28 - Prayer
- 29 - Polar
- 30 - Once bitten
- 30 - Transactional?
- July 2022
- 02 - Probing question
- 04 - Make important
- 04 - Yeah. Happy happy
- 06 - The plan was not this
- 08 - Tradition
- 10 - The way you hate
- 11 - And it was
- 12 - I won’t support you
- 13 - The nice after
- 13 - The ignore negation
- 14 - Numb
- 15 - Lay like a fish
- 17 - Morning blues
- 18 - Every chance she gets
- 18 - It’s just a punch
- 19 - Small potatoes / not such a ..
- 19 - The 4 am’s
- 21 - 300%
- 21 - The bigger question
- 22 - Perfectionism
- 22 - The mental wash
- 23 - Friends
- 24 - The death stare in neutral
- 26 - Yeah you can be a jerk
- 28 - Relationship safety
- 28 - Control vs. people pleasing
- 31 - He’s a witch
- August 2022
- 01 - 2 years
- 04 - Want to move
- 05 - The end is near
- 06 - Tired, grumpy and just stop ..
- 08 - And it continues
- 09 - Black and white- cheater ..
- 11 - Workout
- 12 - Keys- well done
- 14 - 22 random morning thoughts
- 17 - Helicoptering an adult
- 19 - Poor planning
- 20 - Brave
- 22 - I can’t really ask…
- 24 - At what point
- 25 - At the point of honesty
- 27 - If it were me
- 27 - Short event
- 28 - Two
- 30 - Special needs
- 31 - Autocorrect laugh
- September 2022
- 01 - Unload
- 02 - She called him “bro”
- 08 - I stopped caring
- 09 - Self esteem
- 11 - Hacked
- 12 - Rubber band sex trio
- 21 - I wasn’t going to
- 21 - Curtain nymphs
- 22 - I’m not even qualified to
- 24 - Dream
- October 2022
- 03 - Rebecca started my ..
- 04 - Reframe
- 05 - Son
- 05 - Hot air balloon mistake?
- 10 - The hate transference
- 10 - The dream team
- 11 - Hermits
- 15 - The dog in me
- 17 - Don’t get confused
- 21 - The stick and carrot
- 23 - Audrey dream cotton story ..
- 24 - Rock
- 24 - I asked yesterday
- 26 - Imposter
- 28 - IDK diary
- 29 - Broke ties. Mended others
- November 2022
- 01 - Raccoons
- 04 - Rejection
- 07 - I need to fold laundry
- 09 - Trepidation
- 12 - Raccoons 2
- 12 - Morning vibration
- 12 - Winter football vs. winter ..
- 15 - Not so much
- 16 - Bottom feed
- 18 - screaming fast
- 22 - Dream argument
- 24 - Pumpkin thanks
- 25 - I mean really
- 26 - Jordan Peterson
- 28 - Oh the mirror
- 30 - Nick Fuentes 👺
- 30 - Rock
- December 2022
- 01 - Schatz jackhammer
- 03 - Lagniappe
- 07 - SNL one upping
- 07 - Exhausted
- 08 - The cold punch
- 12 - Lacking
- 13 - Romance
- 14 - How do you defend yourself…
- 14 - A few years ago
- 14 - A few years ago
- 14 - I didn’t need permission
- 17 - The key person after talking
- 19 - Good nature
- 20 - Pre/Post apology
- 24 - That cork in water thing
- 26 - The invisible pattern
- 28 - The high and low night
- 28 - The angle
2023
- January 2023
- 01 - Another and another feeling
- 02 - People pleasing the ghost
- 04 - No energy to deal/ kind?
- 06 - Back
- 07 - The tattoo option | earth ..
- 09 - About mom - smash and grab
- 11 - Porroh Man
- 11 - Spotify
- 14 - That sand under my feet
- 14 - Translations
- 15 - The brown of it
- 19 - Mr. Lumpy Frog
- 21 - Goodbye Mr. Frog
- February 2023
- 01 - Breadcrumbs of a different ..
- 01 - Emily
- 03 - Emergency?
- 05 - Not really enough energy
- 08 - It’s the less than feeling
- 08 - Simpleton?
- 16 - Tiffany Haddish
- 17 - Uncomfortable
- 19 - Been up a while
- 21 - Rough skin
- 24 - The opposites repel
- 27 - New York Goo
- March 2023
- 04 - The infinite 7 inch ..
- 13 - Sleep deprived life
- 15 - The window
- 15 - More travels
- 19 - Grateful for the wrong thing
- 19 - Holidays
- 20 - College life
- 21 - THE SCREAMING
- 22 - The inequality of another ..
- 24 - Random ups and downs
- 26 - Trust
- 28 - Race and the friend
- 28 - The devotion
- 29 - It was mine
- 29 - right now issue
- 31 - I decided it doesn’t matter
- April 2023
- 01 - Woman President
- 04 - A waste of time
- 06 - Laundry list
- 07 - Tap the stream
- 10 - Egg day
- 12 - Referral denial
- 13 - That was a first
- 16 - Pick a color, friend
- 17 - Support
- 23 - I had this thing
- 25 - Happy news
- 29 - 2 quick things
- 30 - The day after
- 30 - Re release
- May 2023
- 02 - The mother in her
- 06 - ADHD… really?
- 08 - Our roadrunner
- 12 - 10+ years
- 13 - Also
- 14 - Mother’s Day…
- 15 - Push ups/ Bridgerton/ ..
- 20 - Why trust?
- 25 - Trauma
- 26 - Didn’t think of that…
- 27 - I can’t
- 27 - The lie lingers
- 28 - The highest form of love
- 28 - Push ups
- 28 - The morning quiet
- June 2023
- 01 - If it were me…
- 02 - The honesty hurts too
- 03 - Pessimism/ Optimism
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I found myself divulging what was easily known. Now here’s my everything. I have invisible worts… and sometimes not even I can look.
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