Carpe5768Diem
Stagnant
2010
- December 2010
- 30 - im new here
- 30 - people suck
- 30 - confusion?
- 31 - happiness
- 31 - i think i acctualy am emo?
- 31 - impusle
2011
- January 2011
- 01 - love and do people care ..
- 01 - fucking mid terms!
- 01 - lies
- 01 - happy fucking new year
- 02 - why the hell am i so fucked ..
- 02 - i am emo...
- 02 - memories...
- 03 - God and suicide...Love?
- 03 - act
- 03 - to be emo or not to be emo?
- 05 - anger!
- 05 - the girl with the ..
- 05 - borderline
- 08 - love
- 09 - just cry
- 11 - how can life be so ..
- 11 - debbie, please dont judge ..
- 12 - promises
- 13 - tell-tale heart
- 13 - edgar's poem
- 13 - depression
- 13 - stranger
- 14 - disconnected
- 14 - day dreaming
- 15 - runescape
- 15 - coming home?
- 15 - suicide
- 17 - welcome to my life
- 17 - life and death
- 17 - cuts
- 20 - Hero
- 21 - my escape
- 23 - 'talk to me'
- 23 - sitting here
- 25 - teachers care
- 26 - sirach 34
- 27 - In Too Deep
- 30 - nothing-ness
- February 2011
- 01 - ok well, my last entry wa..
- 01 - gone for good
- 03 - life
- 04 - these shameful metaphors
- 04 - you are perfect
- 05 - unending friendship
- 05 - who am i really?
- 06 - world so cold
- 06 - getting ready for the ..
- 06 - tempted
- 06 - i didnt do it
- 06 - point of no return
- 07 - no second chances
- 07 - north star
- 09 - a way around
- 09 - "free" country
- 11 - dream-less
- 12 - tonight was the night
- 13 - RS
- 13 - on my own
- 14 - its all over
- 16 - fallen
- 16 - Alone
- 16 - I Remember
- 17 - compaired
- 19 - Run Away
- 21 - nightmares
- 23 - FUCK!!
- 27 - ISEE
- 27 - On MY Mind
- 27 - Running
- 28 - Sick
- March 2011
- 01 - Truth
- 01 - Life
- 01 - System
- 13 - noise
- 13 - mama, we all go to hell
- 13 - its true we all go to ..
- 16 - Dreams
- 17 - My Pleasnt Dream.. :/
- 20 - I wish I was beautiful
- 21 - im scared
- 22 - am i bi-sexual !?
- 23 - my substitue death
- 24 - The famous question "Why?"
- 27 - My Mistake
- 27 - scars are just like the past
- 28 - Janeen
- 30 - The Random Threat
- April 2011
- 01 - cheater cheater pumkin ..
- 01 - Gulping down the fear
- 03 - I Hurt Everyone
- 21 - fuck all haters
- 21 - Scream
- 25 - hurt feelings
- 25 - reminders
- 25 - If i had common seanse id..
- May 2011
- 03 - 'Kill'
- 03 - our conspracy :/
- 12 - Love Hurts
- 19 - dear nayeli
- 20 - dear nayeli
- 21 - dear nayeli
- 22 - apocalypse
- 26 - Dear Nayeli
- 26 - Dear Nayeli
- 29 - Dear Nayeli
- 30 - interesting dream
- 30 - i said YES
- June 2011
- 03 - family fudes
- 07 - broken hearts
- 10 - Think
- 15 - Family = Bullshit
- 17 - lay down
- 18 - I Promise...
- 19 - my father
- 24 - paper
- 25 - Emotions
- July 2011
- 01 - harrased for being honest
- 01 - Mock
- 04 - Marilyn Manson bashed
- 06 - I guess Personophe pissed..
- 18 - Masquerade
- 18 - change for the better good
- 25 - Final Destination
- 30 - Miss you
- 30 - 'Happy'
- 31 - you finally texted me! i ..
- August 2011
- 01 - Nothing More, Nothing Less
- 01 - "Disturbed Influence"
- 01 - What Afterlife?
- 01 - Did Good (Possibly)
- 02 - Judged By It's Cover
- 04 - Fire & Ice
- 04 - "I Died For Love"
- 04 - "A Dream Within A Dream"
- 06 - Just not going to work
- 06 - A Question For All
- 08 - "I'll Fuck You If You Don't ..
- 10 - "Someday I Will End Up In A ..
- 11 - Im a dissapointment and ..
- 11 - got my phone back, i dont ..
- 20 - Ah 14, i thought you would ..
- 29 - Lier's Motto
- September 2011
- 17 - Started once again...
- 17 - Forgiveness
- November 2011
- 06 - The Destroyer, Love
- 07 - Father vs. Freedom
- 25 - Love Will Be The Death Of ..
- December 2011
- 27 - Reflect
2012
- January 2012
- 05 - Somethings Wrong...
- 08 - What am I?
- 09 - Carving 'Forgive'
- 13 - Be Happie
- 21 - Death-defying Emotion
- February 2012
- 11 - The Losing of a Friend
- 11 - Deserve Love... Who?
- 17 - Rejected Again.
- 20 - Heart Broken And Shattered ..
- March 2012
- 11 - Can't I just be drama free ..
- 28 - 7 months for this again...
- 31 - Lonesomeness
- April 2012
- 02 - so far away
- 02 - I don't want to be me ..
- 02 - Words of Lost Hope
- 04 - school
- 05 - school 2
- 06 - Not "Normal" Not "Social"
- 08 - a mix up of R rated ..
- 08 - Ocean
- 09 - Abba
- 13 - I want to feel good again
- 13 - Just another day of being ..
- 16 - Understand Hurt
- 18 - Everyone Leaves In The End
- 22 - Finally some Dreams
- 22 - Left Out
- 23 - I wish there was nothing ..
- 26 - Let me die....
- 28 - Girl Interrupted
- 30 - I'm so fat...
- 30 - ugly
- May 2012
- 01 - loveX
- 01 - UGH worry
- 02 - hypocrate
- 02 - masterpiece
- 09 - love after love
- 10 - Horrible Day
- 16 - American Cartel
- 20 - Terror
- 20 - Cancer?
- 22 - Well, my mom found out ..
- 24 - Caner, the non existent ..
- 25 - Fucked up week
- 28 - kill me
- 28 - Horror Movies
- 29 - as i thought.. i did not ..
- June 2012
- 02 - "Suppose to die"
- 02 - Love is going to kill me
- 04 - Sad
- 04 - too fast
- 04 - no one
- 06 - Wish for happiness
- 28 - Boys in my dairy
- 28 - June 24th, 2012
- 29 - The Killer Me
- 30 - Dreams
- 30 - Sirach 34
- July 2012
- 01 - Cold
- 02 - "Thinking"
- 02 - Never again
- 04 - Conversation Fucked
- 05 - Memories make me smile
- 06 - Dental
- 13 - Worried
- 14 - Dreaming of him
- 18 - I feel like... crying
- 19 - Disappointed
- 22 - deep convo
- 23 - Yeah
- 24 - Ugh...
- 26 - shoot me
- August 2012
- 02 - Confused
- 05 - conversation fucked again
- 05 - cry
- 07 - Storm
- 09 - Scared But In Love
- 12 - Nothing is Okay
- 14 - Cut
- 18 - Creative writing (write ..
- 18 - 6 Word Memoir
- September 2012
- 08 - Want to know what been ..
- 25 - fucking drama
- 25 - The Chance to be Alone
- 28 - Shit Once Again
- 28 - That feeling
- October 2012
- 21 - Lost Forever
- 24 - My fault
- 26 - So many bad things
- November 2012
- 07 - Everything has an end
- 11 - Wanting a fantasy
- 19 - Ghost
- December 2012
- 06 - The most beautiful thing ..
2013
- January 2013
- 14 - Confused
- February 2013
- 11 - Now.
- 24 - The Mistakes
2014
- November 2014
- 04 - My Dead Glory
- 08 - Scary Words
- 10 - Stress of the World
2016
- May 2016
- 05 - Two Years Passed
2019
- March 2019
- 27 - When Mr. Sandman Comes
2020
- December 2020
- 26 - Origins
- 27 - Circle 'Round Now
- 28 - Headache
- 29 - Responsibilities
- 30 - Contrapasso
- 31 - Change
2021
- January 2021
- 10 - Pedagogy Blues
- 18 - Ojalá
- 24 - Abandonar
- February 2021
- 18 - The Palm of my Hand
- 20 - Too much of it all
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I was here 10 years ago. I'm back because it seems that nothing has truly changed. Foolish me, I thought I was going to be better than I was. I had hope.
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