Summer Storm
the sun shines, but I don't
1984
- August 1984
- 28 - Forever incomplete
2017
- December 2017
- 01 - The end of you ✝️
2018
- February 2018
- 13 - Evil father
- 13 - My mother
- 20 - My Grandparents
- 23 - I couldn't be too far ..
- 23 - And not so close, either...
- 23 - Announcing pregnancy
- 27 - My daughter changed me as a ..
- March 2018
- 02 - Alzheimer
- 02 - Unexpected improvement
- 05 - The downfall
- 07 - Painful Goodbye
- 07 - I'm my grandmother's ..
- 08 - Psychology appointment in 6 ..
- 08 - It went well
- 22 - Emotional
- October 2018
- 19 - Orphan soul
2022
- September 2022
- 17 - 4 years passed
- 21 - Useless
- 23 - This guy
- 24 - Daydreaming again...
- 24 - About "Useless"
- 30 - Dinner out
- October 2022
- 02 - All these tears you make me ..
- 04 - Thank you, dear stupid heart
- 04 - The killer in me is the ..
- 05 - Sooner than the neighbour ..
- 06 - I had a tea with my ..
- 07 - Moonlight Sonata
- 08 - You never called me from ..
- 08 - Marco.
- 09 - Half
- 09 - A decent wife, for a ..
- 11 - Another secret poem
- 14 - Accept and adapt.
- 14 - A poem about the ..
- 17 - Tic tac tic tac tic tac
- 20 - I have proof. Time doesn't ..
- 21 - I miss you, grandma 🌹
- 21 - I am sorry Jorge.
- 22 - My friend's broken dreams
- 22 - 7yo self - first poems?!
- 22 - 10 yo self - a diary entry
- 23 - Speak your truth or drown ..
- 23 - Shh...
- 23 - A secret and a revelation
- 24 - 1995 - the worst Spring of ..
- 24 - Memories are allowed
- 25 - Find the intruder
- 26 - Not my circus, not my ..
- 26 - The Spider
- 27 - Grandpa's Forgotten Sheet ..
- 29 - I got the message
- 30 - Sleepy, unscientific theory
- 30 - An (in)finitely small ..
- 31 - I'm not thinking of you
- 31 - "Reason is no match for ..
- 31 - Deconstructing the passion
- November 2022
- 03 - Unsatisfied
- 03 - Paracetamol to the soul
- 05 - Divergent
- 06 - Afraid
- 07 - Facing the fourth problem
- 07 - 21st November is the day ..
- 09 - Alive, is who I am.
- 11 - Dream Hangover ?
- 12 - Amazing are the worlds, ..
- 12 - Sliced Smoked Salmon
- 13 - Butterfly Effect
- 13 - My yellow sun ☀️
- 15 - "I love you", he said.
- 16 - A premonition inside a ..
- 16 - That too shall pass
- 17 - Having breakfast is ..
- 17 - Avoidant Personality ..
- 18 - Summer Storm is raining
- 18 - A happy entry, soon. Maybe.
- 19 - Capital Details
- 20 - No one unzipped it
- 20 - One week without crying? ..
- 20 - Vanilla 💛
- 21 - I'm the weirdo in the ..
- 21 - Tooth is out
- 22 - Severance
- 22 - Denial?
- 22 - Done. Now, adapt.
- 23 - Waiting for fog to fade
- 23 - I'll drink in moderation
- 23 - How do you want it, babe?
- 23 - Finished "Severance"
- 23 - The Wheel of Fortune
- 23 - Is it a matter of PH?
- 23 - Water reflections
- 24 - Afternoon thoughts
- 25 - Angels and Ladybug
- 26 - I'm not a morning person
- 26 - The title is my picture
- 27 - A lovely Sunday
- 27 - Bored 😌
- 28 - Nonsense
- 28 - Normal
- 28 - About Rosemary (tea? Nahh, ..
- 29 - Occupational medicine
- 30 - I still miss you
- December 2022
- 01 - Temporary (?) Foster Care
- 01 - Dilemma
- 03 - A case study
- 03 - The Queen has spoken
- 05 - Roses in the rain
- 05 - Three loves, three sorrows 💔
- 05 - Beauty is everywhere
- 07 - Walking on the dark road
- 09 - June
- 12 - Beyond the 4 dualities
- 12 - I'm running out of titles ..
- 15 - Here and now
- 15 - Here we fucking are again
- 17 - The root of loneliness ⚫
- 19 - Skip to the last paragraph
- 19 - The home invader and the ..
- 19 - Luna - Smashing Pumpkins
- 19 - You scare away my sorrow 💗
- 25 - By alphabetical order
- 26 - Can I start over?
- 26 - Tulipa amarela
- 26 - Red light
- 26 - Four times?
- 28 - It's not at reach
- 29 - Her little hand in mine
- 30 - Morning dew
- 31 - Wishing well
2023
- January 2023
- 02 - Dragonfly, at last!
- 02 - Bittersweet
- 03 - Life resolutions
- 04 - Keep shining in the dark!
- 06 - To think or to feel, that ..
- 06 - Leave my heart untouched.
- 07 - Insomnia
- 07 - I am a genius idiot
- 08 - My hands are cold
- 08 - Shikita ga nai
- 08 - Waiting for my train
- 09 - The most special place of ..
- 10 - My diary.org - Live
- 12 - To do - the art of creating ..
- 14 - No exit
- 16 - In conclusion
- 17 - Guide Lines for Helpers
- 22 - Peace after sleep
- 22 - Black velvet silence
- 22 - Two strangers in the night
- 23 - Waxing moon
- 24 - Piece of junk?! Right..
- 26 - The sun shines far away
- 28 - Viewer discretion is advised
- 30 - Self portrait under ..
- February 2023
- 01 - Covid aches
- 06 - The dark side of the Moon
- 09 - Stuck in the loop? Zoom out!
- 09 - Resilience
- 11 - Shadow work
- 13 - Practical mood and ..
- 15 - A minha tempestade ..
- 20 - Current struggles
- 20 - The blues
- 23 - "All energy is only ..
- 25 - Oceanic dream
- 26 - Enya
- 28 - Crushed
- March 2023
- 01 - White karma
- 02 - A very personal question.
- 02 - Just crazy today (I don't ..
- 03 - Good girl
- 03 - Peaceful melancholy
- 04 - I hate Saturdays
- 05 - Someone you ghosted
- 06 - Sunset 🗝️
- 07 - Freakshow
- 07 - Freakshow - part 2
- 08 - Freakshow - part 3
- 09 - Freakshow - part 4
- 12 - Freakshow - part 5
- 14 - Secrets are secret
- 14 - Unreal...
- 14 - Her last flower
- 15 - When drugs sing
- 16 - Bom trabalho
- 16 - New experience
- 17 - Repetitive grief
- 17 - Dentista
- 17 - Stuck between the lines
- 22 - Too many "F" 😆
- 22 - Blockage
- 25 - Primavera
- 25 - Invented song in my head
- 25 - Shine, regardless.
- 25 - Sis and her certified ..
- 27 - 27/03/23
- 28 - Me(s)
- 31 - Euros e menos euros.
- 31 - Então, Vanda ??
- April 2023
- 01 - Not a baby
- 02 - Estás sempre em mim
- 03 - She's pure light
- 08 - The Audacity
- 10 - Formaldehyde : not found
- 15 - Estimado P.
- 16 - I follow a loser, to watch ..
- 16 - Far away, right beside you.
- 16 - Bilingual poem
- 17 - Ok. Just don't let it ..
- 18 - Tomorrow
- 19 - Dear God:
- 21 - Humm... Dentist was ok.
- 23 - 🌹How I met him 💖
- 24 - 🌹A Moon spell
- 25 - 🌹Sleeping Beauty
- 26 - Lack of faith by default
- 26 - 🌹Heart Sister's ..
- 27 - 🌹Happy starfish
- 27 - 🌹Farewell to innocence
- 28 - Present Flash
- 30 - Isadora
- May 2023
- 01 - 🌹(rude) damsel in distress
- 02 - 🌹Wintery desolation 🌨️
- 03 - 🌹Saved by prince charming
- 04 - 🌹Living with the enemy
- 06 - 🌹Promises
- 08 - A Soup of Souls
- 08 - We are all drunk down here
- 09 - 🌹Sentence served
- 10 - Lace insults
- 14 - Irrelevant notes to the void
- 14 - Leave all the lights on
- 15 - 🌹The calm after the storm ..
- 17 - 🌹Poisonous Spring🥀
- 18 - Soundproof globe
- 19 - To be a poet
- 21 - 🥀Forgiveness declined
- 22 - 🥀Crestfallen🥀
- 23 - Dream interpretation
- 23 - This page wants you.........
- 23 - Sargent Jorge
- 26 - Drained
- 27 - Unwritten Thoughts
- 27 - I have weird fantasies
- 29 - It doesn't matter
- 31 - No point
- June 2023
- 01 - Blank one
- 03 - August, 1930
- 04 - Swinging
- 05 - Maybe
- 06 - "How was your weekend?"
- 06 - open possibilities, nothing ..
- 10 - Meet me in Neptune
- 13 - W̶H̶Y̶?̶
- 20 - My message to you
- July 2023
- 02 - The glimpse of you inside ..
- 03 - deepl.com
- 09 - He has a choleric ..
- 11 - A little too ironic...
- 20 - I am worthy of all the ..
- 31 - Rising
- August 2023
- 05 - Prelude
- 06 - 5th August
- 06 - 6th August
- 07 - 7th August
- 08 - 8th August
- 09 - 9th August
- 10 - 9th August - night time.
- 11 - 10th August - a tale of an ..
- 13 - Unbendable
- 15 - Good and evil, The Great ..
- 19 - Battle of Extremes ⚔️
- 21 - Vem aqui / come here 🎶
- 22 - Muahh ahah ahah ..
- 24 - É um desapontamento que se ..
- 27 - We do remember.
- 27 - It's one of those times
- 27 - I miss my smile when I was ..
- 29 - Não bastava a culpa
- 29 - Back
- September 2023
- 07 - I have a problem
- 08 - Trying to put my shit ..
- 11 - Deus nosso ..SenhorColo
- 12 - Deus nosso senhor todo ..
- 12 - Já tenho as referências ..
- 12 - Amanhã vou com ela à ..
- 13 - God is grand and ..
- 14 - Ultrasound
- 16 - The wedding was a ..
- 17 - Joana, her husband and kids ..
- 18 - She has ADHD
- 23 - I'm always willing to see ..
- 24 - Behold, the aquatic wild ..
- 25 - Behind your face 🎶🌠
- 28 - Sad
- 30 - Dodging the obvious
- 30 - Life is good
- October 2023
- 02 - Don't you like it a little ..
- 03 - I had a dream:
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Summer Storm
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About:
I have nothing worthy of sharing here.
My embarrassment about my unhappiness is huge - I failed the most important life obligation: to be happy.
I can't stand the idea of people reading it and wishing me the strength to overcome my intrinsic inabilities.
I thought I could still bring hope, beauty and positivity using different perspectives, but I was wrong. One cannot pour from an empty vase.
My creativity is castrated and my mind is weak, infected by an unknown spiritual disease that disables the reproduction of Quantum Love Cells.
The way I am seeing myself and my life, makes it extraordinary that I'm not willing to kill myself.
I won't. I will delay my death for as long as I can, just like I delay all of my responsibilities.
In the meantime, I'm doomed to live the rest of my life inside this black&white reality in full HD.
My life is like an absurd and extremely boring psychological thriller movie, and to my horror, my depression turned off the commercials.
Hello cruel world.
