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2016
- February 2016
- 18 - the why
- 20 - the past and the present
- 23 - phonecall from mom
- 23 - stuff i am reading
- 27 - how's it going?
- 28 - to make sense of things
- 28 - what i want to say to you, ..
- 29 - i am human after all?
- March 2016
- 01 - stress
- 04 - the point? of anything?
- 14 - managing stress
- 16 - People let their hatred ..
- 17 - never coming back
- 18 - I don't understand this. ..
- 18 - love, always
- 19 - too late
- 20 - Yesterday I was numb and ..
- April 2016
- 01 - letting go of expectations
- May 2016
- 05 - 000
- June 2016
- 18 - Things are great in Pity ..
- August 2016
- 03 - wow an entry
- 10 - Distance yourself so you ..
2017
- January 2017
- 18 - "Life"
- 19 - I'm cold.I promise.I'll ..
- 19 - You stood on these ..
- 21 - 210117
- 27 - you just fell asleep and I ..
- 29 - mundane ramblings
- February 2017
- 02 - I'm sorry I can't be as ..
- 04 - Apparently I forgot to tell ..
- 06 - Living in this apartment ..
- 06 - I suppose it's inevitable ..
- 10 - Feeling quite suicidal ..
- 12 - I called mom today. Wanted ..
- 15 - One of my friends she liked ..
- 18 - my eyes are stinging, ..
- 18 - I promise I promise I ..
- 18 - will you sleep with me ..
- 18 - I think I'm angry actually, ..
- 25 - what the fuck am I ..
- 25 - I read about this Chinese ..
- March 2017
- 01 - I missed an important ..
- 26 - I can feel it comingfeel it ..
- 27 - the sun's shining the last ..
- 30 - can almost feel the texture ..
- April 2017
- 05 - the sun has been feeding me ..
- 05 - of course i am aliveof ..
- 18 - Ears roaringI miss you, I ..
- 24 - I feel stunted. Socially. ..
- 25 - so it comes out of mea ..
- 25 - after alllet us marvel at ..
- 28 - Well.
- 30 - On parents...
- May 2017
- 01 - The problem is that I ..
- 02 - I always get this ..
- 03 - Wonder if the sun can burn ..
- 04 - I know you are not gone. ..
- 08 - HeyI stopped wondering ..
- 09 - God I want to kill myself. ..
- 10 - remember
- 12 - Time stands still for ..
- 15 - practicing thankfulnes
- 17 - I sure set myself up for ..
- 18 - Today feels like coming ..
- 22 - Do people know they're ..
- 22 - That's not right though. I ..
- 22 - The S's I write I have from ..
- June 2017
- 02 - Tried reaching out to an ..
- 10 - I remember really noticing ..
- 16 - I had a strange dream ..
- 19 - I feel like I messed up a ..
- 21 - Art is like religion to me. ..
- 27 - Everything is just pain ..
- July 2017
- 13 - Even as grown people, some ..
- 15 - I do fall back on self-pity ..
- 26 - But I still want to scream.
- 26 - I want to write without ..
- 26 - I need connection. I feel ..
- August 2017
- 01 - Sometimes when I think ..
- 01 - But right now I want to ..
- 08 - When I was in highschool I ..
- September 2017
- 16 - You live in the aches of my ..
- 16 - It's actually a year and a ..
- 19 - You're just gone.I wonder, ..
- October 2017
- 06 - I'm so stuck, I've been ..
- 13 - I feel so anxious and so ..
- 13 - I'm gonna go to sleep now. ..
- 24 - Practicing gratefulness and ..
- 29 - Ups and downs. Falling in ..
- November 2017
- 01 - Today I'm trying to ignore ..
- 05 - Me and some friends were ..
- 06 - Who knows with my emotions ..
- 06 - It makes me cry but ..
- 14 - Yesterday I had a sudden ..
- 25 - There's a hole in our group ..
- December 2017
- 05 - Feeling this dark thing ..
2018
- January 2018
- 02 - 2017 has been the most dead ..
- 07 - Everything just drifts away ..
- February 2018
- 09 - I come here when I start ..
- 18 - "I don't ..
- April 2018
- 30 - Before we invented glassAnd ..
- 30 - Ears roaringI miss you I ..
- May 2018
- 07 - Is my life's struggle to ..
- 13 - I've been getting myself ..
- 19 - Every night I am reminded ..
- 20 - Truth be told I have no ..
- 20 - Living death.
- 30 - Don't wanna go to sleep. ..
- June 2018
- 03 - I'm so sad and anxious ..
- 06 - Every other breath I take ..
- 09 - Suffocating again and ..
- 10 - It's been a good weekend. ..
- 11 - I thought it was like, a ..
- 15 - Having suicidal compulsions ..
- 15 - Maybe I just need sleep, ..
- 16 - Somewhere in my sleep I had ..
- 16 - Take me home.I have ..
- 18 - My colored lenses are what ..
- 18 - After the first time, I ..
- 24 - My mood has been so ..
- 29 - Suicidal impulses are ..
- 29 - Age old friendships are ..
- July 2018
- 02 - I don't know why my mood ..
- 04 - Like the waves, I tide ..
- 06 - I can't tell whether ..
- 23 - Why am I so depressed again ..
- 25 - Today I felt so sad when I ..
- August 2018
- 05 - I'm trying to make sense ..
- 21 - Sand castles.Glass ..
- September 2018
- 24 - I work so damn hard but I ..
- 24 - I understand I may come ..
- October 2018
- 19 - Watch me burn every damn ..
- 22 - I'm trying to get ready ..
- November 2018
- 14 - I want to protect her. I ..
- 17 - Maybe I deserve to be alone.
- 17 - These people bring out the ..
- 26 - I thought that some time to ..
- 30 - I feel as if my brain has ..
- December 2018
- 02 - Don't wanna go to ..
- 13 - When I look back at the ..
- 28 - I just feel so sad. I feel ..
2019
- January 2019
- 07 - Needless to say, life's ..
- 28 - Think my friend group from ..
- March 2019
- 07 - My mind: "I hate myself I ..
- 09 - I've taken the step to get ..
- 23 - Lying here, feeling this ..
- 23 - I didn't know you were ..
- April 2019
- 01 - I have condemned myself to ..
- 01 - It's a horrible thing to ..
- May 2019
- 01 - I hate myself so much. ..
- 01 - I feel so inherently bad ..
- 01 - Then again maybe I would ..
- 01 - Discipline and fear is my ..
- 11 - Falling asleepWaking ..
- 28 - When the pain comes, I ..
- 31 - Rant time:I have a ..
- June 2019
- 10 - I'm feeling like deleting ..
- 11 - I love my ..
- 14 - Thinking about some things ..
- 19 - Checkin in again, with ..
- 19 - I think underneath a lot of ..
- July 2019
- 01 - SubmergedDunking my ..
- 01 - Head heavyPain in my ..
- 10 - Rooted in me The ..
- August 2019
- 19 - Gun, lips - ..
- 19 - Dear Mia,If I make ..
- 27 - In the even numbers of the ..
- 27 - practicing gratitude
- 30 - I'm suddenly having ..
- September 2019
- 01 - Blod, blod langs ..
- 02 - I have a looot of time to ..
- 05 - Told my roomie I've been ..
- 06 - Why. Why CAN'T I ..
- 06 - After this mess about the ..
- 09 - Had a good weekend. Met up ..
- 09 - I feel so anxious this ..
- 09 - Tiden står stille ..
- 11 - My my.. Yesterday was a ..
- 14 - In 15 minutes I'll be ..
- 15 - i hate goodbyes
- 17 - instilling hope
- 17 - little update
- 18 - counterforce
- 19 - about therapy
- 20 - Second entry today
- 21 - Recycling
- 25 - Thoughts:H
- 26 - C's mother contacted me. ..
- 29 - It's Sunday ..
- October 2019
- 05 - It's late. Tomorrow I have ..
- 07 - Went to the group workout ..
- 10 - My dad was sent to the ..
- 13 - I remember the first time ..
- 24 - It's been a while. I guess ..
- 31 - Dear Younger ..
- 31 - Emo rant
- November 2019
- 01 - I remember my former ..
- 04 - Emotions and thoughts are ..
- 05 - Some times, a person only ..
- 07 - Emo rant
- 07 - Emo rant
- 13 - depressive rant nr nth into ..
- 19 - Spiky.That
- 19 - I get stuck a lot in this ..
- 20 - 25th.
- 22 - overthinking (musings)
- 24 - A N X I O U S
- 26 - My dark blueI am a ..
- 30 - On self-hatred
- December 2019
- 04 - Confined in my small ..
- 07 - *trigger warnings*
- 09 - Anxious because all my ..
2020
- January 2020
- 05 - Having been home, away from ..
- 17 - I don't know why I'm ..
- 17 - It hurts now, but I have ..
- 25 - I want to change but it's ..
- 25 - And I hate myself for ..
- 29 - PleasureThe sweet, ..
- 29 - Thinking aboutMy ..
- 30 - Can't stop thinking about ..
- 30 - She was such a flirt for a ..
- 31 - We're going on a date. ..
- February 2020
- 03 - Just feel like I need to ..
- 04 - I'm not sure how I feel ..
- 07 - I'm so depressed and I ..
- March 2020
- 06 - Still depressed, but alive. ..
- 07 - Wonder if I'm actually a ..
- September 2020
- 12 - I promise I’m trying. I ..
- 20 - I started in university. ..
- 23 - Don't mind me, ..justexperi
- November 2020
- 11 - The path divided is always ..
- 11 - Does the universe love ..
- 14 - Punishment doesn’t grow the ..
- 17 - Today my mom told me they ..
- 23 - It’s her birthday soon. ..
- 25 - 25th.That&
- 25 - Dear ..me,Perfect
- 28 - The wind suddenly started ..
- December 2020
- 08 - I think ever since I got ..
- 10 - I had a lot of reflections ..
- 15 - When I have to be in the ..
- 18 - I just need to write ..
- 18 - Maybe its hard to make ..
- 19 - I feel so sad I feel sick ..
- 27 -
2021
- January 2021
- 19 - Going to sleep soon.. ..
- 21 - On developing intimacy with ..
- February 2021
- 09 - Why does acknowledging I am ..
- 16 - Now I remember why I avoid ..
- 24 - I feel kind of like I’ve ..
- March 2021
- 13 - I have a feeling of dread. ..
- April 2021
- 12 - Feel like an open wound ..
- 26 - The way I engage in ..
- May 2021
- 25 - Exams are upon us! And in a ..
- June 2021
- 03 - I've been thinking about ..
- October 2021
- 04 - An Exam is upon me so time ..
- November 2021
- 22 - If you have trouble ..
2022
- February 2022
- 15 - Feeling a bit sad tonight. ..
- March 2022
- 02 - Experiencing lots of ..
- 17 - These days are always a bit ..
- 27 - Talking to my mother is so ..
- June 2022
- 02 - I have an exam in not long ..
- September 2022
- 15 - Loss is a priceless gift
- 19 - Opening up to dating, to ..
- 22 - I just don’t know why life ..
- 22 - To be completely honest ..
- 25 - My parents came to town ..
- November 2022
- 06 - It's been so busy lately, ..
2023
- September 2023
- 14 - I have this foundational ..
- 21 - I'm really hung up on ..
- 25 - Thinking about C a whole ..
- October 2023
- 27 - It's hard to live as a ..
- 27 - What pains me is that ..
- 29 - In other less depressing ..
- November 2023
- 05 - Sometimes I think about my ..
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About:
Just here to vent and reflect, but also to remember. Easily caught up in my thoughts and emotions, their waxing and waning - but should probably not be taken too seriously in the long run. <3
I hope all of us get through life in the best way we can. And that we never stop trying, or lose hope, and remember to be present for the few moments of joy we have, and to appreciate them. You are loved.
