thisismeL

My Life In Surreal Colors
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thisismeL

Language: English
Total entries: 60
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I am a human contradiction.
I have no self-confidence, yet I have a massive ego. I want to turn my life around, yet I want to die. I want people to think I have no weakness, yet all I want to do is cry. I want to be the best at everything, yet I don't want to try. I want to stop hurting myself, yet that's all I seem to do. When I wake up I want to be happy, Yet I don't want to wake up anymore.

Bear with me on my writing.
I write 98% of my entries from work now and come home and type them up.