- October 2014
- 08 - My Feelings about my wife ..
- 08 - Making Sense of it All 1
- 08 - Making Sense of it All 2
- 08 - Having a hard time copeing ..
- 09 - another lonely day, whoopie
- 09 - Feeling The Desperate Need ..
- 09 - Please
- 09 - Status Quo
- 09 - Never Give Up
- 09 - The Artist, The Writer and ..
- 15 - Lost Little Ones ..
Total entries: 11
I am Alan, a 51 year old man from NC. I love to write, read and listen to and play music. I have three dogs, 1 black and 2 choclate labs and I love them very much. They are my life line as I go through my marriage breaking apart mainly just because that is what my wife of over 30 years wants for herself now. My feelings and life do not matter in all of this. Shes closed her heart to me and is indifferent to my suffering. So I make the best of it. I have had a journal for years and lately started thinking of seeing about keeping it on the computer and I found this place and figured I would try it. Writing in my jornal is like writing to some mysterious person anyway so I thought going online and being public might be cool. So far I have just written to God and I will continue to do so but all of you who decide to read are now included. So here we are and here we go. I also write poetry and have a blog. Check it out.