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the anger games
2014
- October 2014
- 18 - nobody understands
- 30 - depression took over
- November 2014
- 12 - real quick
- December 2014
- 04 - frustration
- 06 - i am full of shit
- 09 - everything is fake.
- 16 - forever in my heart
- 19 - grandma
- 21 - grandma part 2
- 31 - Dear 2015
2015
- March 2015
- 01 - Why am i too awkward ?!
- 08 - No title
- 29 - how u doin diary
- 30 - if only u were here..
- 30 - falling to pieces
- May 2015
- 01 - I. NEED. HELP.
- 02 - Lost 0.2
- 02 - No title
- 02 - No title
- 03 - No title
- 03 - No title
- 04 - I'm a mess
- 16 - No title
- July 2015
- 05 - No title
- August 2015
- 09 - Back to the start again
- 10 - It's time to stand up and ..
- 10 - Fml
- 13 - Nope.
- September 2015
- 08 - No title
- 13 - Bio old days
- 21 - In another life
- 24 - Dear diary
- 27 - Airplanes
- December 2015
- 03 - 2015
- 04 - Excuses
- 04 - Beautiful creatures
- 09 - Helpless
- 20 - Remember?
- 21 - Talent. Hard work.
- 25 - No title
2016
- January 2016
- 28 - No title
- February 2016
- 10 - No title
- 23 - No title
- March 2016
- 09 - No title
- 09 - No title
- 15 - No title
- 23 - I give up
- 25 - No title
- 31 - 60
- April 2016
- 01 - No title
- 02 - 58
- 16 - No title
- 17 - 13 days from June
- 23 - No title
- May 2016
- 01 - No title
- 04 - I give up
- 04 - dear future me
- 04 - No title
- 14 - game over
- 17 - No title
- 23 - No title
- 30 - No title
- June 2016
- 09 - 19 days till freedom
- 10 - No title
- 18 - No title
- 20 - No title
- 20 - a dream
- 25 - No title
- July 2016
- 02 - No title
- 02 - No title
- 03 - No title
- 04 - No title
- 04 - freedom
- 24 - 24th July. 12:52 pmits..
- 30 - i dont fuckin know
- September 2016
- 05 - circles.
- 11 - Step 1: Diyana. I made a ..
- 23 - The truth is out
- 24 - We are good.
- October 2016
- 31 - No title
- November 2016
- 26 - Situation=no motivation.
- 28 - No title
- December 2016
- 16 - A change? Please?
- 29 - Why am I like this. srsly
- 30 - 2016 in a nutshell
2017
- January 2017
- 07 - 2017 to do list (fuck you)
- 17 - Mental breakdown
- 30 - Hobbies? Plans? Change? ..
- 30 - Annoyed angry pissed off
- 31 - Ignore ignore ignore ignore
- February 2017
- 02 - a mental breakdown. ..
- 02 - Apology
- 05 - Why am I like this
- 09 - Marvel. Di. Insanity.
- 12 - College. Anxiety. College. ..
- 12 - Back to the hell hole. I ..
- 15 - I am 18?
- 18 - Disastrous day... Or was ..
- 20 - Fuck it all
- 21 - Please be okay..
- 21 - It's over
- 22 - Day 1
- 25 - Day 4. I can't.
- 25 - 2017
- 27 - Day 5
- March 2017
- 03 - Day 10
- 05 - Day 12
- 10 - Day 17, Dear Dad.
- 14 - Day 21, self loathing time.
- 22 - Day 29. My heart is on fire
- 25 - Day 32. Anger. Too much of ..
- 31 - Day 38. I miss you dad.. I ..
- April 2017
- 02 - Day 40, it's a dead end.
- 02 - Day 40 pt 2. I give up.. ..
- 04 - Day 42. Caught in a bad ..
- 07 - Day 45. Midterm = I'm ..
- 07 - Day 45 pt 2. A random ..
- 09 - Day 47. A mess everywhere
- 10 - Day 47. Self loathing again
- 14 - Day 52, I miss you so much.
- 22 - Day 60, I am sorry.
- May 2017
- 05 - 73 days. Should've been 21 ..
- 08 - Day 76. A disappointment. A ..
- 23 - Day 91. Random shit. I ..
- 27 - Day 96,stress. StrESS. ..
- June 2017
- 05 - 105 days. Anger issues rant
- 10 - 110 days. She has new ..
- 13 - Day 113. Pre-exam break ..
- 19 - Day 119. I am still a whiny ..
- July 2017
- 02 - Day 132. A quick update.
- 08 - Day 138. First visit to the ..
- 14 - Day 144, fuck you diary
- 18 - Day 148, A catch up.. A ..
- 18 - Day 148 part 2, I need a ..
- 20 - Day 150. Everything sucks ..
- 23 - Day 153. Everything sucks. ..
- 23 - Day 153 part 2. Back to my ..
- August 2017
- 27 - 188 days.
- 27 - 188 days pt 2. Btw
- September 2017
- 06 - 198 days. Am I gonna die?
- 14 - 206 days. 4 AM tears ..
- 16 - 208 days. Just another ..
- 20 - 212 days. Eventful week, in ..
- 22 - 214 days, random fucked up ..
- 29 - 221 days. Chest pain. Bad ..
- 30 - 222 days.
- October 2017
- 14 - 236 days. Dying without you
- 19 - 241 days. I'm paranoid. I'm ..
- 21 - 243 days. Dead end
- 21 - 243 days pt 2. Righteous ..
- 22 - 244 days. Anxiety
- 23 - Day 255. Sick+More fuckin ..
- 28 - 250 days. Idfk
- 30 - 252 days. Quick update ..
- December 2017
- 01 - 284 days. Cried the whole ..
- 02 - 258 days. About last ..
- 05 - 288 days. Should've been ..
- 06 - 289 days, I'm selfish, I'm ..
- 15 - An open letter to a ..
- 22 - 305 days. A fire
- 29 - 311 days, 2018 resolutions.
- 31 - 313 days. My 2017
2018
- January 2018
- 06 - 319 days. Not today Satan.
- 08 - 321 days. Let me be next ..
- 09 - 322 days, update on my self ..
- 12 - 325 days. I wanna drop out
- 13 - 326 days. Last final exam ..
- 16 - 329 days. gray
- 17 - 330 days. Reality will ..
- 19 - 332 days. I don't wanna die ..
- 22 - 335 days. Uni and shit
- 28 - 341 days. Still scared of ..
- February 2018
- 02 - 346 days. Undeserved ..
- 08 - 352 days. First week, Kill ..
- 11 - 355 days. Panic! At every ..
- 12 - 356 days. The usual panic. ..
- 17 - 361 days. Losing grip on ..
- 17 - 361 days. Me ranting and ..
- 21 - One year.
- March 2018
- 04 - 376 days. Btw
- 12 - 385 days.
- 18 - 390 days. I hope uni chokes
- 25 - 397 days. Hey
- April 2018
- 09 - 412 days. Am I a horrible ..
- 22 - 426 days. Dear Diyana
- 28 - 431 days. The cycle of ..
- May 2018
- 03 - 436 days. Unspeakable ..
- 05 - 438 days. Stuff. Idfk
- 11 - 444 days. The future? The ..
- 16 - 449 days. Dear dad, I miss ..
- 18 - 451 days. Finals season
- 31 - 464 days. S T R E S S
- July 2018
- 15 - 508 days. Well
- September 2018
- 14 - 569 days. hate
- 20 - 575 days. A few random ..
- December 2018
- 04 - 651 days. if you were still ..
2019
- January 2019
- 01 - 678 days, 2019 resolutions.
- February 2019
- 01 - 709 days. blank.
- 21 - 2 years
- March 2019
- 07 - 745 days. well
- 07 - 745 days, I'm not really ..
- 15 - 753 days. prefigured grief
- April 2019
- 01 - 770 days. unexist
- 03 - 772 days. one of those days™
- 05 - 774 days. stuck
- 07 - 776 days. insincere
- 08 - 777 days. alone but not ..
- 09 - 778 days. please
- 10 - 779 days. the killing calm.
- 13 - 782 days. ...ready for it?
- 18 - day 787, a long existential ..
- 20 - day 789, Elentiya.
- May 2019
- 04 - day 803, my "people skills" ..
- 05 - day 804, barely a person.
- 07 - day 806, I miss you. I'm ..
- 08 - day 807, a 20 year old ..
- 09 - day 808, make it stop
- 09 - day 808 pt 2, death is ..
- 09 - day 808 pt 3, if only
- 09 - day 808 pt 4, still alive.
- 10 - day 809.
- 11 - day 810, sanctioned suicide
- 12 - day 811, temporary ..
- 12 - day 811 pt2, alone
- 13 - day 812, final gift
- 14 - day 813, plans and stuff
- 15 - day 814.
- 16 - day 815, exams season
- 17 - day 816, baby steps are ..
- 18 - day 817, lost. alone.
- 18 - day 817 pt 2
- 18 - day 817 pt3
- 19 - day 818, happiness is just ..
- 22 - day 821, mindless whining
- 25 - day 824, just another ..
- 30 - day 829, mindless dreaming.
- June 2019
- 02 - day 832, a tale of self ..
- 04 - day 834, a vivid nightmare
- 10 - day 840, how rotten minds ..
- 14 - day 844, a crybaby.
- 19 - day 849. you're being too ..
- 22 - day 852, dreams
- 25 - day 855, nightmares ..
- 25 - rest easy, Etika.
- 28 - day 858, reflecting and ..
- July 2019
- 02 - day 862, worthless.
- 07 - day 867, time is ticking
- 11 - day 871, waiting
- 16 - day 876, a meltdown
- 19 - day 879, invisible storm.
- 22 - day 882, not my day.
- 24 - day 884, I wake in the ..
- 27 - day 887, alone again.
- August 2019
- 10 - day 901, summertime sadness
- 12 - day 902, why's everything ..
- 17 - day 908. overwhelmed
- 22 - day 913, lasik eye surgery
- 24 - day 915, Taylor Swift.
- 25 - day 916, bad day
- September 2019
- 08 - day 930
- 09 - day 931. a lonely night.
- 09 - day 931. tainted.
- 16 - day 938, on the edge of ..
- 23 - day 945. back to uni
- 23 - day 945
- 26 - day 948. beyond rock ..
- October 2019
- 19 - day 971, incapable of life.
- 28 - day 980. *sad philosophical ..
- December 2019
- 08 - day 1021. please forget ..
- 31 - day 1044. walking into 2020 ..
2020
- February 2020
- 20 - 3 years
- 29 - 1104 days. oblivion.
- March 2020
- 08 - 1112 days. isolation.
- April 2020
- 04 - day 1139: a confession.
- 15 - day 1150: tired
- 17 - day 1152: a defect.
- May 2020
- 18 - day 1183. intrusive ..
- 21 - day 1186. more thoughts.
- 21 - day 1186 pt 2. rotten
- 26 - day 1191. i hate it
- June 2020
- 03 - day 1199. reap what you sow
- 05 - day 1201. politically ..
- 06 - day 1202. many thoughts, ..
- 07 - day 1203. consuming ..
- 13 - day 1209. sleep paralysis.
- 20 - day 1216. sToP bEiNg ..
- 29 - day 1225. more vile ..
- 30 - day 1226. friendly ..
- July 2020
- 05 - day 1231. cousin update
- 07 - day 1233. sugar coating or ..
- 10 - day 1236. all's well that ..
- 11 - day 1237. imaginary pain
- 13 - day 1239. hibernate time.
- 16 - day 1242. grandma again
- 17 - day 1243
- 17 - day 1243 pt2 Arabic entry ..
- 20 - day 1246. not a burden
- 23 - day 1249. Taylor Swift ..
- 24 - day 1250. this is me trying
- 29 - day 1255. tell yourself you ..
- 31 - day 1257. still hibernating
- August 2020
- 01 - day 1258. prayers
- 08 - day 1265. a (tiny) break at ..
- 10 - day 1267. ah shit here we ..
- 13 - day 1271. a good week? in ..
- 19 - day 1276. a leap of faith
- 22 - day 1279. one of those days
- 23 - day 1280. vile thoughts ..
- 26 - day 1283. quick update
- 30 - day 1287. head empty
- September 2020
- 01 - day 1289. late night texts
- 03 - day 1291. sUiciDe ..
- 05 - day 1293. craving
- 05 - day 1293. part 2
- 07 - day 1295. tired
- 09 - day 1297. more more more
- 13 - day 1301. semi breakdown ..
- 14 - day 1302. not real
- 18 - day 1306. toxic through and ..
- 19 - day 1307. blinding anger
- 22 - day 1310. more rage
- 24 - day 1312. the poppy war
- 30 - day 1318. fast-forward. ..
- October 2020
- 02 - day 1320. graduating next ..
- 10 - day 1328. could've followed ..
- 13 - day 1331. Addie Larue.
- 18 - day 1336. last first uni ..
- 22 - day 1340. one of those days
- 26 - day 1344. born to die
- 29 - day 1347. the future.
- 30 - day 1348. please
- November 2020
- 01 - day 1350. disasters
- 05 - day 1354. impending doom
- 07 - day 1356. today is ..
- 08 - day 1357. i hate me
- 10 - day 1359. annoying annoying ..
- 11 - day 1360. suicide ..
- 12 - day 1361. i never grew up, ..
- 13 - day 1362. suicidal streak
- 14 - day 1363. overthinking ..
- 15 - day 1364. bloody fantasies
- 16 - day 1365. plot twist
- 18 - day 1367. still sick (and ..
- 19 - day 1368. let me go
- 20 - day 1369. missed the rain
- 21 - day 1370. quick update
- 22 - day 1371. midterms
- 24 - day 1373. catching f**lings
- 25 - day 1374. irrational ..
- 26 - day 1375. maybe don't - ..
- 28 - day 1377. another update
- 28 - day 1377. breakdown
- December 2020
- 07 - day 1386. no reasons, just ..
- 10 - day 1389. forgot your ..
- 10 - day 1389. evermore eve
- 12 - day 1391. extra pathetic
- 15 - day 1394. hey december, ..
- 26 - day 1405. if i pushed you ..
- 29 - day 1408. TW // pathetic
- 30 - day 1409. letters to the ..
- 31 - day 1410. dear 2025 me
2021
- January 2021
- 06 - day 1416. intrusive ..
- 09 - day 1419
- 23 - 1433 days. not a burden not ..
- February 2021
- 04 - day 1445, stop me
- 09 - day 1450. random updates
- 16 - 1457 days. idk about you ..
- 17 - 1458. grass is greener
- 18 - 1459. disappointed and ..
- 21 - 4 years.
- 22 - day 1463. fast forward ..
- March 2021
- 04 - day 1473. smile the worst ..
- 05 - day 1474. bitter AND ..
- 10 - day 1479. self imposed ..
- 17 - day 1486. no words to write ..
- 24 - day 1493. still ghosting
- 28 - day 1497. déjà vu, déjà su, ..
- April 2021
- 02 - day 1502. different day, ..
- 06 - day 1506. breakdown o'clock
- 16 - day 1516. more misery
- 23 - day 1523. gloomy future
- May 2021
- 04 - day 1534. dead birds
- 16 - day 1546. fuck israel
- 23 - day 1553. i had a feeling ..
- 29 - day 1559. therapy
- 30 - day 1560. when it's time to ..
- 31 - day 1561. tired
- June 2021
- 05 - day 1566. depression ..
- 07 - day 1568. misery business
- 10 - day 1571. 26 days left
- 13 - day 1574. 23 days left.
- 17 - day 1578. 19 days left
- 19 - day 1580. 17 days left.
- 21 - day 1582. will i see you ..
- 22 - day 1583. 14 days left
- 27 - day 1588. 9 days left.
- July 2021
- 05 - day 1596. ..
- 12 - day 1603. last few days
- 18 - day 1609. 1 step forward 3 ..
- 19 - day 1610. an 80 year old ..
- 29 - day 1620. Henry Strauss ..
- August 2021
- 06 - day 1628. it fEels like one ..
- 15 - day 1637. eventful week. i ..
- 16 - day 1638. gray august
- 22 - day 1644. vaccine ..
- 23 - day 1645. so sick of me
- 24 - day 1646. nothing new
- September 2021
- 05 - day 1658. any way the wind ..
- 20 - day 1673. therapy
- 22 - day 1675. stood on the ..
- 24 - day 1677. I've been down ..
- 30 - day 1683, Hutch.mp3
- October 2021
- 03 - day 1686. and there are no ..
- 06 - day 1689. there's no need ..
- 15 - day 1698, the rise isn't ..
- 23 - day 1706. Trying to find ..
- 30 - day 1713. suffering is a ..
- November 2021
- 01 - day 1715. living on repeat
- 07 - day 1721. taking a hiatus ..
- 17 - day 1731. back on my ..
- 22 - day 1736. as i reached for ..
- 27 - day 1741. epicaricacy.
- December 2021
- 05 - day 1749. intruder
- 06 - day 1750. 5sos
2022
- February 2022
- 03 - day 1809. im right where ..
- 06 - day 1812. ominous dream
- 14 - day 1820. did you ever hear ..
- 17 - day 1823. evermore
- 22 - 5 years today
- 28 - day 1834. is this the way ..
- March 2022
- 19 - day 1853. a girlboss moment ..
- June 2022
- 13 - day 1939. please stay - ..
- 15 - day 1941. "nothing about ..
- 28 - day 1954. zero days since ..
- July 2022
- 27 - day 1983. imaginary prison
- August 2022
- 13 - day 2000. infested shade.
- September 2022
- 09 - day 2027. too lazy to live ..
- 20 - day 2038. more therapy ..
- October 2022
- 02 - day 2050. if i make it to ..
- 03 - day 2051. and scene
- November 2022
- 14 - day 2093. in my employed ..
- 22 - day 2101, the humiliation ..
- December 2022
- 13 - day 2122. the things we ..
2023
- January 2023
- 01 - 2022. carry on/ outlast the ..
- 01 - day 2141, first paycheck.
- 03 - day 2143, uncertainty.
- 10 - day 2150, a rainy day
- 17 - day 2157. more stress
- 26 - day 2166. greyhound - ..
- February 2023
- 04 - day 2175. something about ..
- 19 - day 2190, in my childhood ..
- 21 - 6 years today
- 22 - day 2193. too many Ls in a ..
- 25 - day 2196. new fear unlocked
- March 2023
- 18 - day 2217, working for the ..
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