Nadia
wet blanket
2012
- June 2012
- 15 - Just "having a sook" to put ..
- 16 - You win. You're right. I ..
- July 2012
- 27 - What's wrong with me.
- August 2012
- 09 - Hollow.
- 10 - It's getting harder to hold ..
- October 2012
- 08 - Relapse.
- November 2012
- 09 - Why is Happiness only ..
2013
- April 2013
- 30 - Back Again
- May 2013
- 06 - Toxic
- 17 - Judgemental
- June 2013
- 18 - I'm getting worse
- October 2013
- 23 - Feelings
- November 2013
- 04 - Dear Nadia
- 06 - Dear Nadia
- 24 - It just kind of hit me.. I..
2014
- February 2014
- 10 - It's like I'm trying to ..
- May 2014
- 22 - Maybe I'm just not ready ..
- 25 - I don't want to be this ..
- 31 - I love Jacob. I really do, ..
- June 2014
- 12 - i feel like shit because..
- August 2014
- 06 - I hate when you pick out ..
- 13 - Jacob and i had a fight ..
2015
- March 2015
- 24 - I don't know what to do. I ..
- April 2015
- 02 - Am I jealous or insecure? ..
- 03 - wow. I want to say I feel ..
- 05 - I wanted you here.Now I'll ..
- 06 - I feel like nobody really ..
- 06 - I can't leave.I can't ..
- 12 - Jacob hasn't replied.I had..
- 13 - If you keep telling me that ..
- 13 - pointless waste of space ..
- 15 - I'm freaking out.Amy is ..
- 23 - I have no drive. No real ..
- 26 - responsibilites and ..
- 26 - show me all your bruises.
- May 2015
- 04 - I fucking hate change. But ..
- 04 - Every day seems to start ..
- 08 - This morning he told me ..
- 11 - It's the strangest thing, ..
- 12 - I remember when he was ..
- 12 - hahah it makes you angry ..
- 14 - "Do you know what it's..
- 17 - "That someone can stop ..
- 19 - I love you.I want to be ..
- 22 - Slowly over time I've lost ..
- June 2015
- 01 - I need to sort my life out. ..
- 08 - He likes fucked up. He ..
- 16 - monotonous
- July 2015
- 15 - I have been feeling pretty ..
- 17 - This week has been shit. I ..
- 17 - 12 more hours till I can ..
- 19 - I don't understand how he ..
- 20 - Sad Memories
- 20 - Traumatic Memories
- 21 - Every time I get home in my ..
- August 2015
- 09 - woah
- October 2015
- 11 - The whole pack is going to ..
- November 2015
- 04 - Here I am for the hundredth ..
- December 2015
- 03 - Dear Mum
- 17 - Finally the stick that ..
2016
- January 2016
- 04 - I feel like.. I thought a ..
- 05 - You know who you are
- 05 - After all that shit with ..
- 08 - I always feel so fucking ..
- 11 - i've been thinking about ..
- 22 - I see the cuts before I ..
- 24 - I missed Brad.
- February 2016
- 02 - How do you know how deep to ..
- 02 - He doesn't want you shut up ..
- 06 - I hate myself.
- 09 - I just don't know if I'm ..
- 10 - I make myself so hard to ..
- 11 - Fuck I've needed to vent ..
- 11 - He's probably just got ..
- 11 - Honestly the song that has ..
- 12 - I've had such a shit week. ..
- 12 - I'm just scared something ..
- 14 - I'm just going to tell ..
- 14 - Brad saved my life tonight. ..
- 18 - My life consists of me ..
- 18 - It's weird. Sometimes I ..
- 19 - God I'm so annoying.
- 20 - To continue on about songs ..
- 20 - Everything in life is a ..
- 20 - It's somehow actually you, ..
- 20 - I told Brad and Liam. ..
- 22 - I'm always laughing or ..
- 25 - So much of me wants to know ..
- 26 - I hate getting in one of ..
- 28 - I told him I liked him. ..
- March 2016
- 01 - You're the reason
- 03 - Always need a fucking ..
- 29 - Well here's another huge ..
- April 2016
- 17 - I always get this sinking ..
- 17 - I always get this sinking ..
- 17 - My dad doesn't drink at all ..
- 23 - I hate Jade and Jacob I ..
- 26 - Here I am again. I am ..
- May 2016
- 08 - I wish I didn't dwell on ..
- 16 - "some people never get ..
- June 2016
- 11 - Im scared I'm so fucking ..
- 11 - I could literallt find the ..
- 15 - I am happy. But paranoia ..
- 16 - You know those people you ..
- 20 - I can't stop thinking about ..
- July 2016
- 11 - what is the purpose of my ..
- 19 - I always have too many tabs ..
- 30 - i guess it;s like... in the ..
- 30 - DON'T END UP LIKE HER
- August 2016
- 01 - I mean I just don't ..
- 09 - Just like the my mood went ..
- 13 - It just takes one tiny ..
- September 2016
- 10 - i'll end up judst like my ..
- 19 - it gives me butterflies ..
- 29 - I'm such a stupid fucking ..
- October 2016
- 01 - andim shaking with anger ..
- 01 - god damn it you shouldn;t ..
- 01 - AND I'm sorry im sensitive ..
- 02 - I will never allow myself ..
- 05 - Just like I always get to ..
- 05 - Yet again another ..
- 05 - Why do I do things for ..
- 05 - so many problems all the ..
- 05 - I JUST NEED A FRIEND A ..
- 07 - "I started smoking because ..
- 11 - Still stuck.
- 13 - Abandonment issues.
- 13 - I just love Brad so much I ..
- 21 - Don't think about it.Even ..
- 23 - Of course he doesn't want ..
- 25 - I'm trying to be nicer to ..
- 28 - And that's when it hit ..
- 29 - He's done with you. He's ..
- 29 - You think you're okay but ..
- November 2016
- 05 - Improvement
- 08 - Bradley
- 09 - 1 step forward 2 steps back
- 12 - No real friends still
- 15 - You know I have thought ..
- 26 - Dies
- December 2016
- 31 - Everyone has eating ..
2017
- January 2017
- 04 - It's terrifying how quickly ..
- 04 - And now all your love is ..
- 09 - More often I just think ..
- 12 - It's like sometimes I want ..
- 12 - he hates you.
- 14 - Just grab another drink. ..
- 27 - i wanted to fuck you and ..
- 27 - SAd
- 27 - JUST DRINK DRINK DRINK TILL ..
- February 2017
- 10 - look at her. Just fucking ..
- 22 - It's not that big a deal ..
- 22 - Such a fat ugly fucking ..
- 22 - I've imagined every other ..
- 25 - Listening to old Bring Me ..
- 25 - I think about that gorgeous ..
- 28 - Is this what I get for that ..
- March 2017
- 01 - I keep getting this ..
- 03 - We always fight when we're ..
- 08 - And we're hanging out and ..
- 10 - why am I crying.
- 18 - a broken jar
- 20 - fix myself.... one day at a ..
- 21 - you know what's worse than ..
- 25 - You don't have a best ..
- 26 - someone help me.
- 26 - Hey mum did you even notice ..
- 31 - Imagine a life where ..
- April 2017
- 05 - I wonder if he thinks I'm ..
- 07 - for the voices that tear me ..
- 11 - Do you ever have that one ..
- 13 - Don't you want to be ..
- 13 - this sick strange ..
- June 2017
- 23 - I love making people ..
- July 2017
- 08 - I feel like I've forgotten ..
- 08 - I watch those 73 questions ..
- 21 - from one unhealthy coping ..
- August 2017
- 07 - Remember when I said I was ..
- 16 - Why did I look at that.
- 23 - it's all my life is isn't ..
- 23 - You know those characters ..
- 23 - My mind is like a tree. ..
- October 2017
- 11 - The key to self confidence ..
- 13 - "I'd rather hear, ..
- 13 - I feel like all my friends ..
- November 2017
- 11 - how can i possibly write a ..
- 13 - "Best Friend"
- 14 - School
- 14 - Betrayal
- 15 - Brad said I should write ..
- 15 - Feel like crying for hours ..
- 15 - I've eaten 2 things in 2 ..
- 15 - half the time there's ..
- 15 - You should have known when; ..
- 15 - FUCK MONEYRIDE YOUR BIKE ..
- 22 - The absolutely craziest ..
- December 2017
- 06 - And now when I'm drunk I ..
- 07 - i love Brad... I love Brad ..
- 07 - seriously Nadia.. what if ..
2018
- January 2018
- 12 - And suddenly i'm miserable.
- 12 - I just want it to be ..
- 16 - I'm so unhappy. I can't ..
- 17 - Okay so I'm feeling okay ..
- 17 - As long as you exist, there ..
- 21 - I feel more alone than I've ..
- April 2018
- 04 - We spend our whole lives ..
- August 2018
- 28 - Sometimes I get so caught ..
- October 2018
- 01 - You said you chased after ..
- 01 - I think that when ..
- 25 - You know what FUCK IT. Fuck ..
- 31 - Dad and i sometimes play a ..
- 31 - I wonder if you'd regret ..
- November 2018
- 07 - I'm so sick of being ..
- 14 - you know you're depression ..
- 20 - i feel so ready for a big ..
- December 2018
- 04 - Nothing feels good ..
- 26 - I feel like nothing, I feel ..
2019
- January 2019
- 04 - It's like at some point i ..
- 30 - This year I want ..
- March 2019
- 08 - It feels like everything is ..
- June 2019
- 06 - Zoe.
- 14 - No title
- 14 - Have you ever gone to push ..
- July 2019
- 05 - I need help. I'm ..
- 05 - I think maybe life was ..
- 05 - Sometimes explaining how ..
- October 2019
- 23 - My dad is the most amazing ..
- November 2019
- 25 - I want to kill ..
- December 2019
- 30 - even though i hate the heat ..
- 30 - I am so incredibly grateful ..
2020
- February 2020
- 06 - I’m so sick and tired of my ..
- 21 - I’ve always known that I ..
- 25 - I really love Connor. I ..
- 27 - Will you love me despite ..
- March 2020
- 02 - A body my mother spent 9 ..
- 24 - I think he feels like he ..
- 27 - i'm trying to express ..
- 27 - we are okay but are we ..
- 30 - I haven't had a body ..
- April 2020
- 05 - I did love you. I loved you ..
- 05 - If I have to fight for your ..
- 08 - fuck. Now i'm ..
- 08 - i've been close with some ..
- 11 - I'm so fucking sick of ..
- 12 - I'm stuck. I'm lashing ..
- 15 - The last two days were ..
- 25 - i'm tired of the lack of ..
- May 2020
- 18 - Still.
- 21 - I'm going to try give a ..
- 30 - I thought it would be a ..
- 30 - I feel sad.
- June 2020
- 25 - What I really crave most ..
- July 2020
- 09 - Such a sad excuse of a ..
- 09 - i've been having a hard ..
- 16 - I feel disconnected. I ..
- 16 - i feel sad and alone and ..
- 31 - my life is literally so sad ..
- 31 - i think i've been hurt. A ..
- 31 - Grow on meDig under ..
- August 2020
- 05 - I'm ..
- 05 - I hate love.I hate ..
- 05 - Your love is ..
- 05 - stuck in my ..
- 07 - we stopped trying to find ..
- September 2020
- 07 - That no matter how much I ..
- October 2020
- 17 - i'm so all over the place ..
- November 2020
- 03 - HMMM hmm i am a lot ..
- 08 - 23 and still a dumb fucking ..
- 08 - can you really blame me for ..
- 10 - basically i've always ..
- December 2020
- 23 - fuuuck. iam the worst ..
- 23 - I feel like. i always let ..
- 29 - maybe... just maybe if i ..
2021
- January 2021
- 04 - i am a slave to alcohol.
- February 2021
- 01 - My words tasted of ..
- April 2021
- 22 - I feel terrible. I feel ..
- 23 - I absolutely hate who I am ..
- July 2021
- 15 - Well things were really ..
- 25 - Sigh. I’m ..
- August 2021
- 18 - I looked up at that moon ..
- September 2021
- 08 - Everyday suicide seems like ..
- 21 - I love my sister. Zoe is ..
- 24 - Either you're going to ..
- October 2021
- 15 - They just just try think ..
- 21 - It's really a constant ..
- 23 - I suppose i should be more ..
- November 2021
- 02 - It's my birthday, i'm ..
- 02 - Things are not as bad this ..
- 25 - screaming on mute.
2022
- February 2022
- 09 - A new beginning.
- May 2022
- 13 - hmm
- June 2022
- 16 - i feel so conflicted. I've ..
- 18 - i think that when you just ..
- July 2022
- 01 - I... am drunk.is it ..
- 02 - thots
- 31 - Sadly, living for someone ..
- August 2022
- 02 - Remember that you’re human ..
- 28 - FUCK
- September 2022
- 04 - i feel like i have so many ..
- 07 - at the end of it all you ..
- 15 - my only consistent life ..
- 18 - one eyed sheepthe ..
- 29 - god damn it.
- October 2022
- 13 - Things are insane right ..
- 18 - "So, at one point, I ..
- 20 - Fuck I actually hate being ..
- 22 - I might love him. But i ..
- 25 - god fucking damn it. I love ..
- 29 - re-watched requiem for a ..
- 29 - i feel like people are so ..
- 31 - i feel so fucking awful ..
- 31 - i've always been ..
- November 2022
- 02 - life is nothing but a trip ..
- 08 - i got a boyfriend
- 11 - alright monday is a reset ..
- 12 - stoicism
- 14 - i'm so sick of not being ..
- 17 - i always second guess what ..
- 19 - He said I was his favourite ..
- 22 - Shows an extra dash of ..
- 23 - i understand people should ..
- 23 - Little but drunkNot ..
- 23 - I almost feel like Ralph ..
- 26 - Intimacy
- December 2022
- 03 - beautiful man
- 05 - I’m a big believer in ..
- 05 - I love this man with my ..
- 07 - I suppose when people act ..
- 08 - Last night was hard. Today ..
- 08 - I’m so fucking sick of ..
- 08 - He really said our sex is ..
- 09 - I love that we can have ..
- 09 - Izzy
- 10 - I’m literally 30 seconds in ..
- 10 - There’s something about him ..
- 14 - i feel myself starting to ..
- 15 - You ever met someone in ..
- 15 - I know in the past he ..
- 16 - it's people like my dad ..
- 19 - Fucking hell man. ..
- 21 - woke up very negative ..
- 29 - Dolphins
2023
- January 2023
- 08 - Sometimes I just spiral ..
- 09 - I’m just so insecure at the ..
- 21 - mr struggle
- 28 - Constantly in two fucking ..
- February 2023
- 02 - He makes me feel safe. It’s ..
- 04 - I think I might be the most ..
- 06 - I feel so scattered. I feel ..
- March 2023
- 09 - I’m terrified if I’m open ..
- 25 - Eat sludge. Drink poison. ..
- April 2023
- 09 - I always see in movies ..
- 12 - It’s been years and I still ..
- 13 - I hate how easily my brain ..
- 13 - More steamy
- May 2023
- 06 - I’m anxious if I was ..
- 09 - I love when he sleeps on ..
- 19 - Sometimes I wonder if I was ..
- June 2023
- 07 - His colon
- 16 - Sometimes I wonder if he ..
- July 2023
- 01 - There was a before you, but ..
- 14 - I love my boyfriend very ..
- 21 - He feels like home. It’s ..
- August 2023
- 19 - I feel like lately when ..
- 26 - I am so confused about my ..
- September 2023
- 04 - Better to feel sad about ..
- 08 - Always assume the worst. Be ..
- October 2023
- 06 - I feel ugly. Sometimes ..
2024
- January 2024
- 01 - God I am so sick to death ..
- March 2024
- 08 - I think that the main goals ..
- 27 - Sometimes I look around me ..